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Well, today was a really shitty day. chris and i faught last night and he ended up not talkin to me today. No e-mail, no message no nothing! It sucks, i didnt mean it when i said dont talk to me anymore.
He pissed me off so bad though. Left nasty pics on the computer with my sons, took money out when i told him not to, and ignores me when im tryin to talk to him on line. This is why i hate it when he leaves....he always changes to a person i dont like. I hope this shit isnt premanent. Im already sick of his shit and it only been about 3 weeks. I still love him so much though! That will never change no matter what he does....
Anyways, so whats new with me? Well, im sleeping better, and so is Devonte. Im broke as hell. Found out i MIGHT have cervical cancer. Um, theres to much drama down here, i get to have Christmas on a plane, Devontes first Christmas is ruined, and oh yeah, my life sucks!
"God, please keep my husband and all other soldiers safe tonight"