It's time to start a brand new year!
Current mood: absolutely fine
Current music: Billy Joel- My Life
"I don't need you to worry for me, 'cause I'm all right."
Yay!
So, today for some reason my mind brought Mike up, and my immediate response to the Mike-memory? Mental head shake with, "Nah, you don't even exist to me anymore."
And I realized it was true. Just true, true, true. I didn't have to work at it or worry or feel anxious or stifle anything--my instinctive response to, "What about Mike?" was, "Nah, there's no Mike."
In fact, my thought went on. In its entirety, it said, "Nah, you don't even exist to me anymore. You've been entirely erased from my story. You don't even get a footnote. You're not important enough."
Which is funny, if you think about it.
And it made me muy happy.
Just thought I'd share that lovely little update.
Current music: Billy Joel- My Life
"I don't need you to worry for me, 'cause I'm all right."
Yay!
So, today for some reason my mind brought Mike up, and my immediate response to the Mike-memory? Mental head shake with, "Nah, you don't even exist to me anymore."
And I realized it was true. Just true, true, true. I didn't have to work at it or worry or feel anxious or stifle anything--my instinctive response to, "What about Mike?" was, "Nah, there's no Mike."
In fact, my thought went on. In its entirety, it said, "Nah, you don't even exist to me anymore. You've been entirely erased from my story. You don't even get a footnote. You're not important enough."
Which is funny, if you think about it.
And it made me muy happy.
Just thought I'd share that lovely little update.