A Survey, because I want to be honest.
Current mood: miserable.
Current Music: none
"Sorry."
Do you currently feel bad for any reason?
Yes. Mike. I am miserable.
Do you get frustrated quickly?
Usually.
How do you decide if you can trust someone or not?
I don't know, I just feel them out.
When was the last time you gave a heartfelt apology to someone?
Whenever I last apologized to Mike.
If you can't sleep at night, what thought is keeping you awake?
Mike. What to do with my life. Loneliness.
Do you have this one person that is on your mind constantly?
Mike.
Do you think love is sometimes just a waste of time and energy?
I think it always just a waste of time an energy--it's just a matter of finding someone who wants to waste time WITH you.
How important is trust?
VERY important.
Is crying a sign of weakness?
Yes.
Do you really wanna please everybody?
No, just some people.
Where's your best friend?
I don't have one.
Are you currently texting anyone? Who?
Not right now, but I've been texting Mike today. Great idea.
What was the last movie you watched?
Wild Things
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
No, I'm currently wanting amnesia.
How long can you go without your phone?
Not long, because I start thinking, "What if Mike texted me?"
Were you happy when you woke up today?
No, and my mood had only gotten worse.
Do you have a Facebook?
Yes, but I don't like it.
Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
Eddie.
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Nothing. There is nothing to look forward to. I have driven my life into a brick wall, then I backed up, then I rammed into the wall again. Confused, I backed up again, and tried to break it down once more... this has taken its toll on me.
Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
My car?
Does your password have to do with a guy?
I don't know.
Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Yeah. Mike doesn't think I have big enough boobs.
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No.
Do you hate or dislike more than 10 people?
I don't think so.
Who is your last missed call?
Probably my mom.
Who was the last person you talked to?
Mom.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
I don't know.
What are you hoping to get this Christmas?
I don't care.
Are you gonna get high tomorrow?
No, but I am contemplating getting drunk tonight.... I just can't decide.
Do you have any text messages that you don't want other people reading?
All the ones from Mike.
Did you go to the mall this week?
No.
When was the last time you cried really hard?
Really hard? It's been a few days. But I cried like an hour ago.
Did you get any compliments today?
No.
Are you satisfied with your life right now?
Not at all. Plunging off a cliff would only be unfortunate because I have become a bad person and might not go to heaven.
Who was the last to leave you a comment?
I don't know.
If you were upset, who's the first girl you'd go to?
No one. I am upset, and I'm alone. I want to go to a bottle of alcohol. Drinking from a bottle on the beach sounds like an amazing Friday night, but I don't have anyone trustworthy to do it with.
Could you last an hour without talking?
Of course.
When was the last time you were really confused?
Today.
If someone warns you about someone, do you listen?
No, I fall head over heels in love with them and then wonder why i'm in so much pain.
To whom did you last give the finger to?
Probably someone at work. When I had a job. Which I don't anymore.
What are you wearing?
Who cares?
Have you held hands with anyone today?
No. I am alone.
Are you on medication for anything?
No.
Who is the last person that called you?
My mother.
Will you be in bed within 20 minutes?
No. On my bed, but not in bed.
Who will you be with on Friday night?
It's Friday night, and I am alone.
Current Music: none
"Sorry."
Do you currently feel bad for any reason?
Yes. Mike. I am miserable.
Do you get frustrated quickly?
Usually.
How do you decide if you can trust someone or not?
I don't know, I just feel them out.
When was the last time you gave a heartfelt apology to someone?
Whenever I last apologized to Mike.
If you can't sleep at night, what thought is keeping you awake?
Mike. What to do with my life. Loneliness.
Do you have this one person that is on your mind constantly?
Mike.
Do you think love is sometimes just a waste of time and energy?
I think it always just a waste of time an energy--it's just a matter of finding someone who wants to waste time WITH you.
How important is trust?
VERY important.
Is crying a sign of weakness?
Yes.
Do you really wanna please everybody?
No, just some people.
Where's your best friend?
I don't have one.
Are you currently texting anyone? Who?
Not right now, but I've been texting Mike today. Great idea.
What was the last movie you watched?
Wild Things
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
No, I'm currently wanting amnesia.
How long can you go without your phone?
Not long, because I start thinking, "What if Mike texted me?"
Were you happy when you woke up today?
No, and my mood had only gotten worse.
Do you have a Facebook?
Yes, but I don't like it.
Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
Eddie.
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Nothing. There is nothing to look forward to. I have driven my life into a brick wall, then I backed up, then I rammed into the wall again. Confused, I backed up again, and tried to break it down once more... this has taken its toll on me.
Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
My car?
Does your password have to do with a guy?
I don't know.
Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Yeah. Mike doesn't think I have big enough boobs.
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No.
Do you hate or dislike more than 10 people?
I don't think so.
Who is your last missed call?
Probably my mom.
Who was the last person you talked to?
Mom.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
I don't know.
What are you hoping to get this Christmas?
I don't care.
Are you gonna get high tomorrow?
No, but I am contemplating getting drunk tonight.... I just can't decide.
Do you have any text messages that you don't want other people reading?
All the ones from Mike.
Did you go to the mall this week?
No.
When was the last time you cried really hard?
Really hard? It's been a few days. But I cried like an hour ago.
Did you get any compliments today?
No.
Are you satisfied with your life right now?
Not at all. Plunging off a cliff would only be unfortunate because I have become a bad person and might not go to heaven.
Who was the last to leave you a comment?
I don't know.
If you were upset, who's the first girl you'd go to?
No one. I am upset, and I'm alone. I want to go to a bottle of alcohol. Drinking from a bottle on the beach sounds like an amazing Friday night, but I don't have anyone trustworthy to do it with.
Could you last an hour without talking?
Of course.
When was the last time you were really confused?
Today.
If someone warns you about someone, do you listen?
No, I fall head over heels in love with them and then wonder why i'm in so much pain.
To whom did you last give the finger to?
Probably someone at work. When I had a job. Which I don't anymore.
What are you wearing?
Who cares?
Have you held hands with anyone today?
No. I am alone.
Are you on medication for anything?
No.
Who is the last person that called you?
My mother.
Will you be in bed within 20 minutes?
No. On my bed, but not in bed.
Who will you be with on Friday night?
It's Friday night, and I am alone.