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I LOST MY AGENDA (I think)
I am too exhausted from work to do a totally thorough search right now, but it appears to indeed be gone. And I can say with a clean heart I would rather lose $100, my keys, my lecture notes, my bike, data off my dying computer -- just not the thing that makes time appear cyclical and regular and where I have written down all my appointments and what special thing I did that day and who I met and I think I am losing my mind here aggh...
Please, agenda, come home! Your six or seven younger siblings, all my academic years starting from grade 10, are terrified at the thought of a gaping hole. I am pretty sure I have written REWARD IF FOUND on your inside jacket, but I am not prepared to restructure my brain from a blank slate yet!
UPDATE
PHEW
I had enough wits about me to think back to the places where I could have left it, and lo and behold, the seedy Internet cafe where I print out my essays had it in their lost and found bin. I got my sanity back, took one look inside the agenda, saw how much stuff is piling on on top of stuff this whole week, and promptly freaked out again. I have to stop being such a nervous wreck, this is just embarrassing. I had the poor Chinese guy behind the counter quite taken aback with my emotive thanks and gift of cupcakes.
Hope subjectivism and 25whores are having fun in London. Well, I know they're having fun, just giving them a shout out.
I am too exhausted from work to do a totally thorough search right now, but it appears to indeed be gone. And I can say with a clean heart I would rather lose $100, my keys, my lecture notes, my bike, data off my dying computer -- just not the thing that makes time appear cyclical and regular and where I have written down all my appointments and what special thing I did that day and who I met and I think I am losing my mind here aggh...
Please, agenda, come home! Your six or seven younger siblings, all my academic years starting from grade 10, are terrified at the thought of a gaping hole. I am pretty sure I have written REWARD IF FOUND on your inside jacket, but I am not prepared to restructure my brain from a blank slate yet!
UPDATE
PHEW
I had enough wits about me to think back to the places where I could have left it, and lo and behold, the seedy Internet cafe where I print out my essays had it in their lost and found bin. I got my sanity back, took one look inside the agenda, saw how much stuff is piling on on top of stuff this whole week, and promptly freaked out again. I have to stop being such a nervous wreck, this is just embarrassing. I had the poor Chinese guy behind the counter quite taken aback with my emotive thanks and gift of cupcakes.
Hope subjectivism and 25whores are having fun in London. Well, I know they're having fun, just giving them a shout out.