Aug 07, 2004 02:45
like i said before my life is over already so this is what i do.......
first off,
school is gay, then we get home and we plan for the night ahead. we go to the mall and do nothing again. then we go to vanessas and everybody storms her house. then we go to darrells community pool and swim. then we go to my house and hang out. then we go to Nicole and ambers house, this is where the shit hits the fan. when we get there i kind downed some vodka and it is not setlling in my stomach. but finally it goes away. when we start hangin out with the girls im kinda buzzing then the gay shit happens. being the fuckin dumbass that i am i chug again, not thinking of the after effects. i do it and then im not thinkin about anything else but keeping my stomach from turning in front of the girls. but no my body hates me and it come right out(sorry if this is a little digusting) then i reallize i have some on my shorts and i am not buzzing any more. so then im guessing through all the girls heads they are grossed the fuck out. and there goes my chances at anything with them. but then i let amanda drive the tarus. she is kinda a speeder and quick turner but its all good. but when we entered the car i smelled like vomit so that sucked so i sprayed cologn on me and that helped a lot. still have this vomit thing still in my mind. so then we leave there and darrell doesnt like amanda any more and thinks that nicole likes him. i have no idea on anything cause i dont know if any body likes me in that way but i guess i will never find out unless i have the guts. anyways, after that we go to jermeys then to my house and now its time for bed cause its 3:30. so goodnight and have fun reading this fuckin stupid story./