Retreat..........Retreat...........
NOW, NOW, NOW NOW NOW NOW,
this is whats going on right now. what i said last night is still true. im done and no one can change it except for a few exceptions, including a certainsubstance and two other things. heres my rindig for today (dont know what that word means or even if its a word)
Wake up like usual. im tired as fuck from working out and doin 500 push ups and 300 crunches before i went to bed. drive trevor and ashley to school. then go to culvers class. doesnt collect hw,good. then go to programing, learn actually how to do it. then go to english and the moment i wait for every2,4,6 day. after class, or like today before class im walking down the hall and im not payin attention to anything. then i see my friend daniel and i kinda slow down to talk to him. right as i pass the corner im lookin at angela and i forget there is stairs so at the last secondi turn around and almost stumble. how great is that!!!i dont know y just seeing her makes me feel different and i dont even really know her. but anyways we go to class and it comes to the end and im just waiting to leave not payin attention to anything. i walk down the stairs and im drinking my hawaian punch when i see the "platinum blondes" as they call themselves and i just walk by and victoria grabs my arm and i start laughin cause i know whats going to happen when i turn around. when i do im talkin to both of them and victoria is askin me for the cd and i explain tommorow i will be at the bench where we always are and she knows im really not lookin at her when i am and i love the feeling but i hate the feeling that i get. i just dont know y the fuck im gettin it and i feel like a ....dont know the word but it sounds like im like a stalker but i just have a crush on her or whatever the fuck u wanna call it. anyways
after all that i went home and then made and downloaded the rest of the songs for someones cds. then ate and now im here.
im done
this is whats going on right now. what i said last night is still true. im done and no one can change it except for a few exceptions, including a certainsubstance and two other things. heres my rindig for today (dont know what that word means or even if its a word)
Wake up like usual. im tired as fuck from working out and doin 500 push ups and 300 crunches before i went to bed. drive trevor and ashley to school. then go to culvers class. doesnt collect hw,good. then go to programing, learn actually how to do it. then go to english and the moment i wait for every2,4,6 day. after class, or like today before class im walking down the hall and im not payin attention to anything. then i see my friend daniel and i kinda slow down to talk to him. right as i pass the corner im lookin at angela and i forget there is stairs so at the last secondi turn around and almost stumble. how great is that!!!i dont know y just seeing her makes me feel different and i dont even really know her. but anyways we go to class and it comes to the end and im just waiting to leave not payin attention to anything. i walk down the stairs and im drinking my hawaian punch when i see the "platinum blondes" as they call themselves and i just walk by and victoria grabs my arm and i start laughin cause i know whats going to happen when i turn around. when i do im talkin to both of them and victoria is askin me for the cd and i explain tommorow i will be at the bench where we always are and she knows im really not lookin at her when i am and i love the feeling but i hate the feeling that i get. i just dont know y the fuck im gettin it and i feel like a ....dont know the word but it sounds like im like a stalker but i just have a crush on her or whatever the fuck u wanna call it. anyways
after all that i went home and then made and downloaded the rest of the songs for someones cds. then ate and now im here.
im done