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How's everybody been? Good, I hope. The school year's coming to an end for us high schoolers and down, but for those bastards at "college" and "universities" it's gonna be out in a week or so. Bastards.
People who work got screwed out of the deal though.
Either way, I've been tying up loose ends at my neck of the woods. School, people, and a particular love. It should all be done by prom (this Friday) and then, one way or another, I'll be free.
Also, I've been in and out of depression like mad, and that's driving me insane. Now that I'm ready to leave this place, I've realized how much of a dick in a jar I am (break in case of emergency). A friend of mine asked meout to the prom, but apparently she didn't want to spend money on a life-like blow-up doll. Another friend of mine, whom she is always so crushed about denial and rejection, wouldn't even pay attention to my greetings. Like I said, all would be tiedy-ed up and sent to the slaughter house by prom.
The stuff I learned in high school I wish I had learned sooner.
In high school I learned the depth of human thought, the unlimited capabilities of a strand of human kindness, the strong bond of human relations, and how it all connects to form a Utopia.
The stuff I learned in high school I wish I never learned.
I learned that those who talk are so caught up with talking they never realized what they're talking about, and those who don't talk and just think don't realize how much the world needs them, caught up in their arrogance of self-importance.
Have I ever mentioned how wonderful you people are for giving a shit? Just thought I'd stick this in here just in case you were paying attention to show my gratitude.
I learned that the ninth of the people are two-timing back-stabbing bastards, and of which half of those you can't help but to like, and the other half you learn to love. Then you learn that it was a waste of time to learn to love them, for you left the gate open again so they can stab you in your sleep. And then the first half of the ninth of the people you know pretend to care so the other half of the ninth would "know" how sophisticated they are, so skilled in the art of deception.
I learned that nothing really stands in high school because teenagers are all but dumb fucking bastards.
Save for the people you can count with your left hand, you'll never talk to your "friends" ever again.
...and with this stone I cast
I break the bridge from me to you...
I am free.
Ahhh shit shit AP calc exam tommorow.....
People who work got screwed out of the deal though.
Either way, I've been tying up loose ends at my neck of the woods. School, people, and a particular love. It should all be done by prom (this Friday) and then, one way or another, I'll be free.
Also, I've been in and out of depression like mad, and that's driving me insane. Now that I'm ready to leave this place, I've realized how much of a dick in a jar I am (break in case of emergency). A friend of mine asked meout to the prom, but apparently she didn't want to spend money on a life-like blow-up doll. Another friend of mine, whom she is always so crushed about denial and rejection, wouldn't even pay attention to my greetings. Like I said, all would be tiedy-ed up and sent to the slaughter house by prom.
The stuff I learned in high school I wish I had learned sooner.
In high school I learned the depth of human thought, the unlimited capabilities of a strand of human kindness, the strong bond of human relations, and how it all connects to form a Utopia.
The stuff I learned in high school I wish I never learned.
I learned that those who talk are so caught up with talking they never realized what they're talking about, and those who don't talk and just think don't realize how much the world needs them, caught up in their arrogance of self-importance.
Have I ever mentioned how wonderful you people are for giving a shit? Just thought I'd stick this in here just in case you were paying attention to show my gratitude.
I learned that the ninth of the people are two-timing back-stabbing bastards, and of which half of those you can't help but to like, and the other half you learn to love. Then you learn that it was a waste of time to learn to love them, for you left the gate open again so they can stab you in your sleep. And then the first half of the ninth of the people you know pretend to care so the other half of the ninth would "know" how sophisticated they are, so skilled in the art of deception.
I learned that nothing really stands in high school because teenagers are all but dumb fucking bastards.
Save for the people you can count with your left hand, you'll never talk to your "friends" ever again.
...and with this stone I cast
I break the bridge from me to you...
I am free.
Ahhh shit shit AP calc exam tommorow.....