sad girl returneth...
still
can't make heads or tails of what I'm supposed to feel. and until then,
I don't feel like capitalizing the first letter of the starts of
sentences. I'm so bummed out that I can actually wilfully disregard
basic rules of punctuation like this. okay. snap out of it. I can't
stand typing like this!!!
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I'm just being stupid I guess. I mean, after noticing that my intuition has practically DIED since I entered college, I've tried to base more things on intuition this term...just to give it a little jolt to wake up. There was that cool Spiderman-esque day when I shushed Istine just in time or that weirdo from DOP would have heard her talking about him. And a few other minot episodes that started to renew my faith in my intuition, the way I used to believe in it back in high school . So what's the beef? Well, this Squishee Project was based solely on that...a hunch. A great big fat stupid greasy flaw-ridden hunch. I don't know what made me do it but it was just a stupid hunch, not a hunch exactly, but in inexplicable urge to annoy someone that made me pick on him during the Expsyc exam. Another stupid urge overcame me and I bugged him all throughout the term break. I don't know, I just felt like doing it and I did. And it was fun. Then I started getting a weird feeling, like, hey maybe it's possible that he might even like me a little, just maybe. I mean, I thought it was weird that he called me up at home just to ask the engltwo homework when he could've easily texted the question. And we didn't even have homework then. And I know for a fact that his friends are responsible types and would always have the assignments written down, and he never missed a single assignment deadline even though he cut several times earlier this term. And I found it strange that he asked me to teach him how to play Dota when I know for a fact that he has at least one guy friend who knows how to play. But I've come up with logical explanations for all these.
Do I WANT to be logical about this? I think I want to follow my stupid gut for once and see where it leads me. I'd rather be wrong than never have the chance to find out if I'm right.
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ENGLTWO is such a chore. All the journal articles Eia and I found in the library were like, written during the 60's or the 80's. No chance of that making the within the last ten years cut.
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I'm just being stupid I guess. I mean, after noticing that my intuition has practically DIED since I entered college, I've tried to base more things on intuition this term...just to give it a little jolt to wake up. There was that cool Spiderman-esque day when I shushed Istine just in time or that weirdo from DOP would have heard her talking about him. And a few other minot episodes that started to renew my faith in my intuition, the way I used to believe in it back in high school . So what's the beef? Well, this Squishee Project was based solely on that...a hunch. A great big fat stupid greasy flaw-ridden hunch. I don't know what made me do it but it was just a stupid hunch, not a hunch exactly, but in inexplicable urge to annoy someone that made me pick on him during the Expsyc exam. Another stupid urge overcame me and I bugged him all throughout the term break. I don't know, I just felt like doing it and I did. And it was fun. Then I started getting a weird feeling, like, hey maybe it's possible that he might even like me a little, just maybe. I mean, I thought it was weird that he called me up at home just to ask the engltwo homework when he could've easily texted the question. And we didn't even have homework then. And I know for a fact that his friends are responsible types and would always have the assignments written down, and he never missed a single assignment deadline even though he cut several times earlier this term. And I found it strange that he asked me to teach him how to play Dota when I know for a fact that he has at least one guy friend who knows how to play. But I've come up with logical explanations for all these.
Do I WANT to be logical about this? I think I want to follow my stupid gut for once and see where it leads me. I'd rather be wrong than never have the chance to find out if I'm right.
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ENGLTWO is such a chore. All the journal articles Eia and I found in the library were like, written during the 60's or the 80's. No chance of that making the within the last ten years cut.