sad me...
yesterday brought the much-awaited(?!) dota tutorial. what can i say? he seemed genuinely enthusiastic during engltwo, he kept poking me and saying "oi, mamaya ha..." and making fun of my velvet choker. but he showed up almost half an hour late and he was so bloody quiet the whole time! I begged Master Keitness to join us just so it wouldn't be awkward with just the two of us, but it still felt extremely awkward. I don't know if he was just tired or he really wanted to get the hell out of there and just didn't know how to tell me. i don't know. i felt kinda bummed by how utterly listless he was, if he didn't want to go, then he could've just told me and i could've just done my usual residency...