Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I the ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Runnymede cam this evening. I know it's going to be bedlam hideousness (memo to me, Neil never does anything as an ST to be helpful, it's all to be nasty really.) Although it's odd how much the remembrance of Bedlam makes Cinnamon and I mopey - Bedlam doesn't like her and it wants to cut her brain out =( and I don't know why =( I think this is mean.
On top of this Mad Cat will be around but then so will Ben and everyone else so the chance of heapsleeps is looking nonexistent and the likelyhood of me crying myself to sleep is almost a certainty. I like this not. He wonders if he treats me badly. I wouldn't say he does, but that doesn't stop a lot of what happens and what he does from cutting to the core. Bleh. Poor Cinnamon - not even Sean is as close to her as he was, he's more protective, but not as close. He doesn't tell her things, and I know how much that hurts even when people do it because they love you.
Am I your anything?
Runnymede cam this evening. I know it's going to be bedlam hideousness (memo to me, Neil never does anything as an ST to be helpful, it's all to be nasty really.) Although it's odd how much the remembrance of Bedlam makes Cinnamon and I mopey - Bedlam doesn't like her and it wants to cut her brain out =( and I don't know why =( I think this is mean.
On top of this Mad Cat will be around but then so will Ben and everyone else so the chance of heapsleeps is looking nonexistent and the likelyhood of me crying myself to sleep is almost a certainty. I like this not. He wonders if he treats me badly. I wouldn't say he does, but that doesn't stop a lot of what happens and what he does from cutting to the core. Bleh. Poor Cinnamon - not even Sean is as close to her as he was, he's more protective, but not as close. He doesn't tell her things, and I know how much that hurts even when people do it because they love you.