Money is Hell

[wraithblade6]

I am just so pissed off that I gotta rant. This is the poorest, shittiest time of my life. I've been out of school for an entire year, since my mom died, and I haven't been able to get a job during that whole time because *somebody* had to stay home and watch grandma. Sure, I've got a sister, but she's about as caring and responsible as a dead fish

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a little more

[anonymous]

Money is always a factor right? Well, I came back to visit this and have seen that it seems I didn't right enough, or at least for some and maybe you. "I'm not married at 28", well that's because you are going in different directions (being still in school is a big factor too). It is too bad it didn't work out with us, but you did have a shot. Things I was looking forward to were sharing the nice crisp cold morning, climbing out of a tent to -20 degrees, there's nothing like it. Or maybe next summer helping you try to take on my cycling record (although I know you don't want to take my bike "The Bull"). I won't be able to finish teaching you how to fight, but first you have to get your "wind" up to last, that takes a while, but still. I think a major part of the failing was the fact that my hopes might have been too high. I expected you to be tougher, but you weren't and when you would complain, I think I came down on you too hard. One thing you have to push for is the fencing. It's my belief that because of the road you have chose, it will only become a nice hobby for you, nothing more. However, I think you need that 1st place individual finish, not team, then you can say you have done it. I felt I couldn't call myself a real wrestler until I won my first 1st place trophy, then I did it a couple times and it put my mind to rest, now I have nothing to prove, I've already done it. Maybe you need to focus on that and school at least temp. take your mind off other things. Things aren't so bad, I know the next day you'll be happy, I know you :) Dan

Re: a little more

[wraithblade6]

Well, thanks for the comment Dan. As much as I love comments in my LJ, a personal email would be more heartfelt.