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Stole from the lovely fateddesolation. I intend to do business with her shortly. >) In any case, things pertaining to me are in bold.
01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don’t watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I’ve tried marijuana
09. I’ve watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne-free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I’m pretty smart.
21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain
24. I’m paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe and free of cost
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent(kind of, some know about it though)
47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I’m popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I like to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I’m a pretty good dancer
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in Aliens. Undecided.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months (try in the past six days)
66. I love drama on TV.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I’ve rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I’m not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have fucked someone at least 10 years older
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved (on my desktop computer)
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I tolerate some country music
89. I would die for my best friend.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career (I would if I had the opportunity...though I wouldn't actually have sex with someone to advance my career.)
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy (Halloween is awesome REGARDLESS, bitch!)
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend’s ex
99. I have cut my self before
100. I am happy at this moment
And another little bullshit thing (stolen from drakahir...because I love her):
(1) Your gender: Female.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Heterosexual.
(3) Single?: Yes.
(4) Want to be?: No.
(5) Your birth day: January 17, 1989.
(6) Age you act: 22, I'm often told.
(7) Age you wish you were: 12.
(8) Your height: 5'2".
(9) The color of your eyes: Brown.
(10) Happy with it?: No.
(11) The color of your hair: DARK brunette.
(12) Happy with it?: I dyed it pure black...but then it faded to its present color. I LOVED it then - it was perfect, and it made me feel pretty, regardless of what I was wearing or how much make-up I painted on - but I'm content with it now.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right-handed.
(14) Your living arrangement?: I live with my mom, my step-dad, my sister, my aunt, and my brother's girlfriend (though she'll be out very soon).
(27) Your family: Mommy, Daddy, my dad, two brothers, one sister, one step-brother, a doggy and a cat.
(29) What's your job? School. >o>
(30) Piercings?: Just my ears.
(31) Tattoos?: I surely intend to get one.
(32) Obsessions?: Lolita, Gackt, singing, drawing, writing, acting, dancing, clothes, make-up, interior design, clothing design, accessory design, flirting, boys, Adult Swim, food, cooking shows, shopping, cooking, Good Eats, cult classics, angels, CLAMP, Chobits, internet, video games, plastic surgery shows, Nip/Tuck, looking in the mirror, Johnny Depp, Tim Curry, Tim Burton, Micheal Ian Black, Hal Sparks, Alton Brown.
(35) Do you speak another language?: A tid of Japanese and even less French. I can speak Ubby-Dubby like a mofo.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "For those with wings, fly to your dreams."
(37) Do you have a webpage?: I shall soon enough. >D
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: No, unforuntately.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Amazingly. @_@
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Yes.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Usually.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Everyone likes my handwriting. I like it quite a bit. Room for improvement, though..
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: SO MANY. Self-loathing and nail-, skin- and lip-biting for starters.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: "You're so pretty." or "You're so mature."
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "Steal Me, I'm Not Worth Any Money."
(46) What's your biggest fear?: I or someone I love being kidnapped and/or raped. Dying alone and unwanted.
(47) Can you sing: Not as well as I would like to.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Never.
(49) Are you a loner?: I find myself gravitating towards the position, but people seek out my company.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Not if I knew all my secrets.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: NO. NOT AT ALL.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I fear that no one will ever truly love me, and that I can never truly love someone else. I hate that I don't think I can really love people. But I also hate much more than just that about myself, but it would take a very long time to list, so I'll pass.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: I adapt to the situation.
(55) Have you got a ?: Well, it doubles as a forwardslash.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: I go so far out of my way to help people, even people that have never been good to me and people that don't agree with or support my opinions. Weakness: See strengths. I'm a doormat. Ask of Wrae and you shall receive. Also, my self-esteem is incredibly low.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? I would be someone else. >o> Or maybe I would just make myself supermodel skinny.
(58) There are three wells: Really? Where? I thought wells were rendered obsolete, what with pipes and faucets and such.
(59) How do you vent?: Usually I don't vent until I come to a point where I have a mini-breakdown. When this happens, I usually sob really loudly and scream if anyone looks at me or touches me. Then I go to sleep and remain lethargic for days.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Not at all.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I regret many things. Many, many, many things.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: I think some things went bad, but I have had a very worthwhile life. Something is wrong with my perception, though. I find it almost impossible to be truly happy. The only time when I feel truly happy is after I get over the lethargic stage of my "breakdowns" and when I talk to people who mean a lot to me.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: It's people's nature to be distrustful. Go against your nature. Love everyone. Have faith in everything. Hope.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: My earlobes are pretty strong. I can wear big earrings.
(65) And least?: My entire body, my feet, my legs, my stomach, my belly button, my arms, my elbows, my hands, my fingers, my nails, my chest, my lips, my mouth, my nose, my eyes, my cheekbones, my hair.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: No.
(67) Are you confident?: Yes! Yes, totally and completely!! XD;;;;;
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: I'm told...Kagome.
(69) Do people know how you feel?: Nope, never.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Yes, but I make people do it.
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No.
(72) Do drugs?: No.
(73) Read the newspaper?: No.
(74) Pray?: Yes.
(75) Go to church? No, and for two reasons. One is a long and lengthy theory I have, which I won't get into. The other reason is because I go to a religious school, and that is, of course, church.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yes. XD
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: I sleep with my Atashi plush? @_@
(78) Take walks in the rain?: Yes, but I usually sing and dance in it rather than walk.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: All the time. @_@
(80) Drive?: When I can.
(81) Like to drive fast?: Usually 30 over the limit makes me happy. n_n
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: Yes, but that quickly passes.
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yes, but not badly. Never cut myself or anything.
(84) Been out of the country?: I went to...Mexico? =D
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yes. >D
(86) Burped?: No! Never! O-o;;
(87) Been unfaithful?: Never. Really. >o> I think that's sick and wrong.
(88) Been in love?: I've been in puppy love. I've promised my life to someone if they wanted it (and though I never told him that, I know he wouldn't have wanted it). I was willing to marry him.
(89) Done drugs?: None at all. XD *sooooo uptight*
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: Yes, but I was alone. XD
(92) Had a surgery?: No, but I intend to.
(93) Ran away from home?: Well, I was going to leave a trip with a friend to go home?
(94) Played strip poker?: Yes, but I was winning. XD
(95) Gotten beaten up?: Someone tried to once.
(97) Been picked on?: It seemed for a long while that that was all that happened to me.
(98) Been on stage?: Yes. Yes, and I love it. I crave it always.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Nope, never been drunk!
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yes. n__n
(101) Thought about suicide?: Unfortunately. But usually I think of trying to get by with almost killing myself, because I understand that near-death experiences make you a better person.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: SO many times. @_@
(103) If yes, what is your record?: I didn't go to sleep for five days, but the first two days were stress because I wasn't doing any work.
(104) Gone one day without food?: Yes. Though I wish that I could much longer.
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: No. I have only talked until, like, three with someone.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yeah, all the time! n_n I cuddle up and go to sleep!
(107) Slept all day? Once on Thanksgiving. Kinda funny story there. I was so pissed.
(108) Killed someone?: Well, I got all ready to...but then I thought about the consequences and put my killing stuff back. >o> I'm very homicidal.
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No. XD
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No! Eww~
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: Yes. I think I shall be forced to commit myself at some point.
(112) Kissed the same sex?: Not sexualy.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Oh, yes. You're on to me. XD *no!*
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes, and I got even.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: No. No, never.
(116) Broken the law?: Nothing big. Just drinking. And driving uber-fast. Not...at the same time. O-o;
(117) Met a famous person?: Yeah, lots of people. n_n Mostly sports stars.
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yeah, but totally on accident.
(146) Stolen anything?: I steal at least one pencil from every house I've ever been to. It's an obsession. *should have put it above* Also, you would not BELIEVE how strong the impulse for me to steal from stores is. But it goes against my morals. I can't let myself do that.
(147) Been on radio/TV?: Yes, both.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes. XD At a Christian rock concert. It was fucking hilarious.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: *points above* Small ones, I think. Though they might be something else.
(150) Considered religious vocation?: For, like, a day. XD
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: 6_6;;;
(152) Bungee jumped?: @_@ No! And I never would!
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes. >D And also continuing dreams.
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: No particular brand. I LOVE platforms. Particularly platform mary janes. Also very fond of oxfords. >D
(155) Brand of clothing?: BtSSB, Angelic Pretty, Atelier Boz, Mary Magdalene, h. Naoto...damn. There's more, but my mind isn't going to play nice.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Opium. n__n
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: An ugly skirt and a uniform shirt (the uniform).
(159) Wear hats?: I love hats, but I only own one beanie. A GIR beanie! =D
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: Usually. But not in a bad way. I try to figure out what's cool and lovable about their personality based on their clothes.
(161) Wear make-up?: ALL the time. Wouldn't be caught dead without it.
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Online. XD
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: My pinstripe miniskirt. n_n
(164) Are you trendy?: Depends on what you think is trendy. I follow a lot of trends of Japan and of America. So I must be trendy in those two places. I'd look like a boob among the Inuit dressed in a miniskirt.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: A cute one. HELL YES. I think that would be WONDERFUL. I wear a sort of uniform, you know, and I always think of clothes we could all wear that goes with their religion. People love my ideas for uniforms. School thinks I should stop trying to be creative. O-o;
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: It seems pretty unlikely that in all the billions upon billions of planets out there that we're the only ones with life on it. But as it doesn't really matter...it doesn't matter. O-o; I don't spend much time pondering it.
(167) Miracles?: Yes! n_n!
(168) Astrology?: Sort of. I think if you look at the astrology for your birthtime, it's pretty fucking dead-on. But you can't predict how you will feel or what will happen. Usually.
(169) Magic?: In a young girl's heart. *o*~
(170) God?: Totally.
(171) Satan?: I think Satan is evil, not like...a person. You know, not a dude sitting around being like, "Come on. Come on! Worship me! I rock! You did it!! OH, DON'T ASK FOR FORGIVENESS!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? Dude...that sucks. *turns his wheely chair a bit to look into a different screen* Come on. Come on! Steal that candy! It's no big deal! NO, YOU WANT TO! DON'T LOOK AT THE CAMERA, IT'S OFF!! DON'T PAY FOR THAT!! DON'T LET HER KEEP THE CHANGE!! Christ. Oh, I didn't mean that!! Sorry... 6_6;;"
(172) Santa?: Santa is the spirit of giving that comes to life at Christmas. n__n~!
(173) Ghosts?: Yes! I've seen them! =D
(174) Luck?: In a way...
(175) Love at first sight?: Yes. "For blind people?" Good point.
(176) Yin and Yang?: I believe in YOUR yin and yang, baby! I believe in it ALL! NIGHT! LONG!
(177) Witches?: Eh, certain people have power because they use dark arts, I should think. O-o;
(178) Easter bunny?: He must! I have a picture with him! =D
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? I truly, truly, truly do. I think I could.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: What the fuck? WHO TOLD ME YOU COULDN'T REACH THE END OF THE RAINBOW!? Oh, when I find that fucker...>Oo>;;;
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: I bet a boy wrote this survey...CRUEL! XD
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: I'd probably look in their eyes, gasp, look away...and then stare at them as soon as I was behind them. Or I would bump into them and - woops! - drop something. XD
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: Andy.
(212) You wanted to kill?: My step-dad...but it was very temporary. XD I would never SERIOUSLY think that about my dad. NEVER. Never, never, never, never, never...
(213) That you laughed at?: At? Dolli.
(214) That laughed at you?: In a good way, or a bad way? In a good way...Whitney. In a bad way...this one dude who threw water balloons at me. About two months ago.
(215) That turned you on?: 1927. @_@~ *O*!~ @____@~~!
(216) You went shopping with?: God...Uncle Steve?
(217) That broke your heart?: That one guy...um...Allen! Though it wasn't really BROKEN. Only one person ever did THAT.
(218) To disappoint you?: Kassie.
(219) To ask you out?: Allen.
(220) To make you cry?: Myself. Other than that, my step-dad.
(221) To brighten up your day?: Lordess!!
(222) That you thought about?: Lordess! n__n
(223) You saw a movie with?: Daddy...6_6;
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Daddy. n_n;;
(225) You talked to through IM?: Rose.
(226) You saw?: Whitney. XD
(227) You lost?: Um...Curtis. XD
(229) You thought was completely insane?: This girl who told me she was going to kill me. Then she said she just said that because she wanted me to like her?
(230) You wanted to be?: God...anyone. Let me be anyone. The most recent one I can think of CLEARLY is that girl from EGL...Xania, I think it was? Crimelime...or Limecrime...
(231) You told off?: Timothy. O-o; FUCK YOU, YOU LITTLE BRAT. GO HOME!
(232) You trusted?: Lordess.
(233) You turned down?: Allen.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: While filling this out.
(235) Laughed?: Last night, talking to Lordess.
(236) Cried?: Today. I cry every day.
(237) Bought something: Been months, I should think.
(238) Danced?: Months.
(239) Were sarcastic?: Today. XD While filling out this test, actually.
(240) Hugged someone?: Within the hour.
(241) Talked to an ex?: Um...Steve "rock on"-ed me with his hand. O-o; (That sounds dirty! XD) Last time I actually talked to an ex...was about four months ago.
(242) Watched your fave movie?: About a week. ;_; I want my DVD, dammit! The RHPS VHS isn't nearly as entertaining!
(243) Had a nightmare?: I only have nightmares during the schoolyear.
(245) Talked on the phone?: During the school year. O-o;
(246) Listened to the radio?: Months.
(247) Watched TV?: *watching right now*
(248) Went out?: Yesterday, to babysit.
(249) Helped someone?: I babysat? Is that helping?
(250) Were mean?: I don't remember. I've responded appropriately to situations, but...aha! Sixth grade! Over three years, then.
(251) Sang?: Within the hour. XD
(252) Saw a movie in a theatre?: Well, I could tell you it was Stepford Wives. So whenever that came out.
(253) Said "I love you"?: I tell everyone I love them every time I see them. Ha. XD
(254) Missed someone: Right now.
(255) Fought with a family member?: Two days ago. n_n;
(256) Fought with a friend?: I've never fought with anyone I concider my friend.
(257) Had a serious conversation?: Shit...last night? That was serious for a moment...
(258) Got drunk?: Never! XD
(259) Had sex?: >o>;;;; Answer above.
GOD, I need a life. XD
Stole from the lovely fateddesolation. I intend to do business with her shortly. >) In any case, things pertaining to me are in bold.
01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don’t watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I’ve tried marijuana
09. I’ve watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne-free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I’m pretty smart.
21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain
24. I’m paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe and free of cost
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent(kind of, some know about it though)
47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I’m popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I like to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I’m a pretty good dancer
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in Aliens. Undecided.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months (try in the past six days)
66. I love drama on TV.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I’ve rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I’m not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have fucked someone at least 10 years older
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved (on my desktop computer)
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I tolerate some country music
89. I would die for my best friend.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career (I would if I had the opportunity...though I wouldn't actually have sex with someone to advance my career.)
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy (Halloween is awesome REGARDLESS, bitch!)
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend’s ex
99. I have cut my self before
100. I am happy at this moment
And another little bullshit thing (stolen from drakahir...because I love her):
(1) Your gender: Female.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Heterosexual.
(3) Single?: Yes.
(4) Want to be?: No.
(5) Your birth day: January 17, 1989.
(6) Age you act: 22, I'm often told.
(7) Age you wish you were: 12.
(8) Your height: 5'2".
(9) The color of your eyes: Brown.
(10) Happy with it?: No.
(11) The color of your hair: DARK brunette.
(12) Happy with it?: I dyed it pure black...but then it faded to its present color. I LOVED it then - it was perfect, and it made me feel pretty, regardless of what I was wearing or how much make-up I painted on - but I'm content with it now.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right-handed.
(14) Your living arrangement?: I live with my mom, my step-dad, my sister, my aunt, and my brother's girlfriend (though she'll be out very soon).
(27) Your family: Mommy, Daddy, my dad, two brothers, one sister, one step-brother, a doggy and a cat.
(29) What's your job? School. >o>
(30) Piercings?: Just my ears.
(31) Tattoos?: I surely intend to get one.
(32) Obsessions?: Lolita, Gackt, singing, drawing, writing, acting, dancing, clothes, make-up, interior design, clothing design, accessory design, flirting, boys, Adult Swim, food, cooking shows, shopping, cooking, Good Eats, cult classics, angels, CLAMP, Chobits, internet, video games, plastic surgery shows, Nip/Tuck, looking in the mirror, Johnny Depp, Tim Curry, Tim Burton, Micheal Ian Black, Hal Sparks, Alton Brown.
(35) Do you speak another language?: A tid of Japanese and even less French. I can speak Ubby-Dubby like a mofo.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "For those with wings, fly to your dreams."
(37) Do you have a webpage?: I shall soon enough. >D
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: No, unforuntately.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Amazingly. @_@
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Yes.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Usually.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Everyone likes my handwriting. I like it quite a bit. Room for improvement, though..
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: SO MANY. Self-loathing and nail-, skin- and lip-biting for starters.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: "You're so pretty." or "You're so mature."
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "Steal Me, I'm Not Worth Any Money."
(46) What's your biggest fear?: I or someone I love being kidnapped and/or raped. Dying alone and unwanted.
(47) Can you sing: Not as well as I would like to.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Never.
(49) Are you a loner?: I find myself gravitating towards the position, but people seek out my company.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Not if I knew all my secrets.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: NO. NOT AT ALL.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I fear that no one will ever truly love me, and that I can never truly love someone else. I hate that I don't think I can really love people. But I also hate much more than just that about myself, but it would take a very long time to list, so I'll pass.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: I adapt to the situation.
(55) Have you got a ?: Well, it doubles as a forwardslash.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: I go so far out of my way to help people, even people that have never been good to me and people that don't agree with or support my opinions. Weakness: See strengths. I'm a doormat. Ask of Wrae and you shall receive. Also, my self-esteem is incredibly low.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? I would be someone else. >o> Or maybe I would just make myself supermodel skinny.
(58) There are three wells: Really? Where? I thought wells were rendered obsolete, what with pipes and faucets and such.
(59) How do you vent?: Usually I don't vent until I come to a point where I have a mini-breakdown. When this happens, I usually sob really loudly and scream if anyone looks at me or touches me. Then I go to sleep and remain lethargic for days.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Not at all.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I regret many things. Many, many, many things.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: I think some things went bad, but I have had a very worthwhile life. Something is wrong with my perception, though. I find it almost impossible to be truly happy. The only time when I feel truly happy is after I get over the lethargic stage of my "breakdowns" and when I talk to people who mean a lot to me.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: It's people's nature to be distrustful. Go against your nature. Love everyone. Have faith in everything. Hope.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: My earlobes are pretty strong. I can wear big earrings.
(65) And least?: My entire body, my feet, my legs, my stomach, my belly button, my arms, my elbows, my hands, my fingers, my nails, my chest, my lips, my mouth, my nose, my eyes, my cheekbones, my hair.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: No.
(67) Are you confident?: Yes! Yes, totally and completely!! XD;;;;;
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: I'm told...Kagome.
(69) Do people know how you feel?: Nope, never.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Yes, but I make people do it.
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No.
(72) Do drugs?: No.
(73) Read the newspaper?: No.
(74) Pray?: Yes.
(75) Go to church? No, and for two reasons. One is a long and lengthy theory I have, which I won't get into. The other reason is because I go to a religious school, and that is, of course, church.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yes. XD
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: I sleep with my Atashi plush? @_@
(78) Take walks in the rain?: Yes, but I usually sing and dance in it rather than walk.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: All the time. @_@
(80) Drive?: When I can.
(81) Like to drive fast?: Usually 30 over the limit makes me happy. n_n
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: Yes, but that quickly passes.
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yes, but not badly. Never cut myself or anything.
(84) Been out of the country?: I went to...Mexico? =D
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yes. >D
(86) Burped?: No! Never! O-o;;
(87) Been unfaithful?: Never. Really. >o> I think that's sick and wrong.
(88) Been in love?: I've been in puppy love. I've promised my life to someone if they wanted it (and though I never told him that, I know he wouldn't have wanted it). I was willing to marry him.
(89) Done drugs?: None at all. XD *sooooo uptight*
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: Yes, but I was alone. XD
(92) Had a surgery?: No, but I intend to.
(93) Ran away from home?: Well, I was going to leave a trip with a friend to go home?
(94) Played strip poker?: Yes, but I was winning. XD
(95) Gotten beaten up?: Someone tried to once.
(97) Been picked on?: It seemed for a long while that that was all that happened to me.
(98) Been on stage?: Yes. Yes, and I love it. I crave it always.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Nope, never been drunk!
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yes. n__n
(101) Thought about suicide?: Unfortunately. But usually I think of trying to get by with almost killing myself, because I understand that near-death experiences make you a better person.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: SO many times. @_@
(103) If yes, what is your record?: I didn't go to sleep for five days, but the first two days were stress because I wasn't doing any work.
(104) Gone one day without food?: Yes. Though I wish that I could much longer.
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: No. I have only talked until, like, three with someone.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yeah, all the time! n_n I cuddle up and go to sleep!
(107) Slept all day? Once on Thanksgiving. Kinda funny story there. I was so pissed.
(108) Killed someone?: Well, I got all ready to...but then I thought about the consequences and put my killing stuff back. >o> I'm very homicidal.
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No. XD
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No! Eww~
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: Yes. I think I shall be forced to commit myself at some point.
(112) Kissed the same sex?: Not sexualy.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Oh, yes. You're on to me. XD *no!*
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes, and I got even.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: No. No, never.
(116) Broken the law?: Nothing big. Just drinking. And driving uber-fast. Not...at the same time. O-o;
(117) Met a famous person?: Yeah, lots of people. n_n Mostly sports stars.
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yeah, but totally on accident.
(146) Stolen anything?: I steal at least one pencil from every house I've ever been to. It's an obsession. *should have put it above* Also, you would not BELIEVE how strong the impulse for me to steal from stores is. But it goes against my morals. I can't let myself do that.
(147) Been on radio/TV?: Yes, both.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes. XD At a Christian rock concert. It was fucking hilarious.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: *points above* Small ones, I think. Though they might be something else.
(150) Considered religious vocation?: For, like, a day. XD
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: 6_6;;;
(152) Bungee jumped?: @_@ No! And I never would!
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes. >D And also continuing dreams.
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: No particular brand. I LOVE platforms. Particularly platform mary janes. Also very fond of oxfords. >D
(155) Brand of clothing?: BtSSB, Angelic Pretty, Atelier Boz, Mary Magdalene, h. Naoto...damn. There's more, but my mind isn't going to play nice.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Opium. n__n
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: An ugly skirt and a uniform shirt (the uniform).
(159) Wear hats?: I love hats, but I only own one beanie. A GIR beanie! =D
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: Usually. But not in a bad way. I try to figure out what's cool and lovable about their personality based on their clothes.
(161) Wear make-up?: ALL the time. Wouldn't be caught dead without it.
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Online. XD
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: My pinstripe miniskirt. n_n
(164) Are you trendy?: Depends on what you think is trendy. I follow a lot of trends of Japan and of America. So I must be trendy in those two places. I'd look like a boob among the Inuit dressed in a miniskirt.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: A cute one. HELL YES. I think that would be WONDERFUL. I wear a sort of uniform, you know, and I always think of clothes we could all wear that goes with their religion. People love my ideas for uniforms. School thinks I should stop trying to be creative. O-o;
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: It seems pretty unlikely that in all the billions upon billions of planets out there that we're the only ones with life on it. But as it doesn't really matter...it doesn't matter. O-o; I don't spend much time pondering it.
(167) Miracles?: Yes! n_n!
(168) Astrology?: Sort of. I think if you look at the astrology for your birthtime, it's pretty fucking dead-on. But you can't predict how you will feel or what will happen. Usually.
(169) Magic?: In a young girl's heart. *o*~
(170) God?: Totally.
(171) Satan?: I think Satan is evil, not like...a person. You know, not a dude sitting around being like, "Come on. Come on! Worship me! I rock! You did it!! OH, DON'T ASK FOR FORGIVENESS!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? Dude...that sucks. *turns his wheely chair a bit to look into a different screen* Come on. Come on! Steal that candy! It's no big deal! NO, YOU WANT TO! DON'T LOOK AT THE CAMERA, IT'S OFF!! DON'T PAY FOR THAT!! DON'T LET HER KEEP THE CHANGE!! Christ. Oh, I didn't mean that!! Sorry... 6_6;;"
(172) Santa?: Santa is the spirit of giving that comes to life at Christmas. n__n~!
(173) Ghosts?: Yes! I've seen them! =D
(174) Luck?: In a way...
(175) Love at first sight?: Yes. "For blind people?" Good point.
(176) Yin and Yang?: I believe in YOUR yin and yang, baby! I believe in it ALL! NIGHT! LONG!
(177) Witches?: Eh, certain people have power because they use dark arts, I should think. O-o;
(178) Easter bunny?: He must! I have a picture with him! =D
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? I truly, truly, truly do. I think I could.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: What the fuck? WHO TOLD ME YOU COULDN'T REACH THE END OF THE RAINBOW!? Oh, when I find that fucker...>Oo>;;;
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: I bet a boy wrote this survey...CRUEL! XD
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: I'd probably look in their eyes, gasp, look away...and then stare at them as soon as I was behind them. Or I would bump into them and - woops! - drop something. XD
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: Andy.
(212) You wanted to kill?: My step-dad...but it was very temporary. XD I would never SERIOUSLY think that about my dad. NEVER. Never, never, never, never, never...
(213) That you laughed at?: At? Dolli.
(214) That laughed at you?: In a good way, or a bad way? In a good way...Whitney. In a bad way...this one dude who threw water balloons at me. About two months ago.
(215) That turned you on?: 1927. @_@~ *O*!~ @____@~~!
(216) You went shopping with?: God...Uncle Steve?
(217) That broke your heart?: That one guy...um...Allen! Though it wasn't really BROKEN. Only one person ever did THAT.
(218) To disappoint you?: Kassie.
(219) To ask you out?: Allen.
(220) To make you cry?: Myself. Other than that, my step-dad.
(221) To brighten up your day?: Lordess!!
(222) That you thought about?: Lordess! n__n
(223) You saw a movie with?: Daddy...6_6;
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Daddy. n_n;;
(225) You talked to through IM?: Rose.
(226) You saw?: Whitney. XD
(227) You lost?: Um...Curtis. XD
(229) You thought was completely insane?: This girl who told me she was going to kill me. Then she said she just said that because she wanted me to like her?
(230) You wanted to be?: God...anyone. Let me be anyone. The most recent one I can think of CLEARLY is that girl from EGL...Xania, I think it was? Crimelime...or Limecrime...
(231) You told off?: Timothy. O-o; FUCK YOU, YOU LITTLE BRAT. GO HOME!
(232) You trusted?: Lordess.
(233) You turned down?: Allen.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: While filling this out.
(235) Laughed?: Last night, talking to Lordess.
(236) Cried?: Today. I cry every day.
(237) Bought something: Been months, I should think.
(238) Danced?: Months.
(239) Were sarcastic?: Today. XD While filling out this test, actually.
(240) Hugged someone?: Within the hour.
(241) Talked to an ex?: Um...Steve "rock on"-ed me with his hand. O-o; (That sounds dirty! XD) Last time I actually talked to an ex...was about four months ago.
(242) Watched your fave movie?: About a week. ;_; I want my DVD, dammit! The RHPS VHS isn't nearly as entertaining!
(243) Had a nightmare?: I only have nightmares during the schoolyear.
(245) Talked on the phone?: During the school year. O-o;
(246) Listened to the radio?: Months.
(247) Watched TV?: *watching right now*
(248) Went out?: Yesterday, to babysit.
(249) Helped someone?: I babysat? Is that helping?
(250) Were mean?: I don't remember. I've responded appropriately to situations, but...aha! Sixth grade! Over three years, then.
(251) Sang?: Within the hour. XD
(252) Saw a movie in a theatre?: Well, I could tell you it was Stepford Wives. So whenever that came out.
(253) Said "I love you"?: I tell everyone I love them every time I see them. Ha. XD
(254) Missed someone: Right now.
(255) Fought with a family member?: Two days ago. n_n;
(256) Fought with a friend?: I've never fought with anyone I concider my friend.
(257) Had a serious conversation?: Shit...last night? That was serious for a moment...
(258) Got drunk?: Never! XD
(259) Had sex?: >o>;;;; Answer above.
GOD, I need a life. XD