Here we go again looking for a ride

[woyzek]

Andrew called me last night and made me realize something about all of this. We talked for all of five minutes, but it made a lot of stuff clear. Live journal is, as we have seen time and time again, a place of rotting carrion and hungry vultures. It is a place of public execution and maligned truths. It is a sanctuary for the misinformed to

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Re: like a brick to the head

[charlmander]

listen bruce, cy or I have talked to everyone you have alleged to being in this behind you, none of them are. yes, i am angry at sine, for coming up with lies about cy and i constantly having sex and being together which is absolutely not true, we were in fact, just not with her. I don't care about you and am angry at myself for ever getting into your drama.

I was once a believer in your good heart. I once was your friend. After you used me as a tool to heal you beloved jon, who in fact was lying to you about me the whole time with that unconditional love bullshit, I was still your friend. After i let you into my home time and time again so that we, your friends, could try and help you get over jon and start being true friends to us you refused to do so. we never talked about anything but jon, and after you dumped us for him the last time i did not come crawling back to you. you have never given me anything, all you have done is use me. now you denounce the relationship you used to claim so pure, well fine, see if i care. but perhaps you should think about how you have not been a good friend and dont deserve our friendship. and this really is the last straw. you claim us to be so many things that we are not. you go based of the angry rants of sine and our unresponsiveness toward you. after you claimed i flirted with you and was using cy as a father figure you never once tried to contact me again. you saw me as the same object jon does. you used me and now you claim us to be bad friends? fine, but realize your just digging a grave for you and dear jon to lie in. but then, you would be so happy there, wouldn't you?

Re: like a brick to the head

[publius_aelius]

You're CRAZY--literally as crazy as some of your "friends" have alleged! Sine NEVER "ranted" angrily to me about you! Not once! The JMK "drama," as you call it had as much to do about the dysfunctions of the plantation and the ways it affected him and me, together and separately, as it did about my relationship--of which I'm immensely proud--with JMK. He never lied to me about ANYTHING, and you were never my "friend," as I could tell when you dropped me considerably before Cy did. And I do, indeed, blame you for destroying whatever relationship I had with Cy. Additionally, I don't claim ANYBODY is "behind" me: I've made up MY OWN MIND about the two of you (no determining influence from John, David, Sine or Austin, or Cy's parents--got that, Miss Paranoid-Delusional?) based on how you've treated ME, as well as all your other friends. Of course they're not going to speak their true minds to you: they were trained to be passive-aggressive on the plantation. I'm fast determining that the only folks NOT passive-aggressive there were John and I. Passive-agressivity is the modus operandi of people with no ethics and no spiritual foundation.