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so as of this morning at about 6:30, i am unemployed. i called my boss and told her that tj and i had a long talk (no, it took about 2 seconds to decide) and he doesn't like me working 12 hours a day (that's true, and neither do i!) and i'm too young for that kind of job right now. she said if i decide i want to do part-time, i can.
but i'm not going to. i hated that job. i hated standing outside of a building and trying to practically beg people to buy stuff off me. i was good at it, yeah. but everybody in the office was a mindless drone. they all talked alike. they all sounded and acted alike. i'm just way too different for them. and all they ever talked about, all our meetings were ever about, was money. and how success = money. and how you have to work hard so you can make the money, money, money! SHIT i like money, i like it a whole lot. but i wasn't willing to put up with that shit anymore for it. i didn't believe in what i was doing. i wanted to. i wanted to make it work. but i was always tired. me and tj barely spent any time together. we used to have time to watch movies and cuddle but i always just wanted to go to bed when we got home. i'm only 18 and that was a career kind of job. it sucks though because i bought a brand new phone from t-mobile just so i'd be able to use it for my job. and i bought all these nice clothes to wear. but oh well.
i actually, as crazy as this sounds, kind of want to work at a quiznos again. i plan on applying tonight when tj gets done working. i mean, the only reason i ended up not liking it toward the end was because i was sick of the customers. but being a hostess, then a server, and then this marketing bullshit, i'm pretty sure i can put up with anything. and i could probably even make people decide to order a more expensive sandwich now that i know how to market. but, i feel like it would be a downgrade from what i was just doing, and i don't like feeling like that. and i know i only feel like that because at the meetings, they would kind of dog the people that do restaurant jobs. like i remember my boss saying "yeah, we had this guy quit and i went out to eat like a couple weeks later and he was my server. i was like, you went from us to this? okay. well. have fun with that." because he wasn't going to make the money he had made at the office. but working at quiznos should be nothing to be ashamed about. it's a job that needs to be done, too. plus i have over a year experience with it so i'll probably get plenty of hours and over minimum wage anyway.
my boss was cool as shit though. she was hilarious, cool, chill. like i wish i could work for her anywhere else. just not that job.
anyway, so i'm back to square one. fabulous. but i guarantee you i'll be 10x happier.
but i'm not going to. i hated that job. i hated standing outside of a building and trying to practically beg people to buy stuff off me. i was good at it, yeah. but everybody in the office was a mindless drone. they all talked alike. they all sounded and acted alike. i'm just way too different for them. and all they ever talked about, all our meetings were ever about, was money. and how success = money. and how you have to work hard so you can make the money, money, money! SHIT i like money, i like it a whole lot. but i wasn't willing to put up with that shit anymore for it. i didn't believe in what i was doing. i wanted to. i wanted to make it work. but i was always tired. me and tj barely spent any time together. we used to have time to watch movies and cuddle but i always just wanted to go to bed when we got home. i'm only 18 and that was a career kind of job. it sucks though because i bought a brand new phone from t-mobile just so i'd be able to use it for my job. and i bought all these nice clothes to wear. but oh well.
i actually, as crazy as this sounds, kind of want to work at a quiznos again. i plan on applying tonight when tj gets done working. i mean, the only reason i ended up not liking it toward the end was because i was sick of the customers. but being a hostess, then a server, and then this marketing bullshit, i'm pretty sure i can put up with anything. and i could probably even make people decide to order a more expensive sandwich now that i know how to market. but, i feel like it would be a downgrade from what i was just doing, and i don't like feeling like that. and i know i only feel like that because at the meetings, they would kind of dog the people that do restaurant jobs. like i remember my boss saying "yeah, we had this guy quit and i went out to eat like a couple weeks later and he was my server. i was like, you went from us to this? okay. well. have fun with that." because he wasn't going to make the money he had made at the office. but working at quiznos should be nothing to be ashamed about. it's a job that needs to be done, too. plus i have over a year experience with it so i'll probably get plenty of hours and over minimum wage anyway.
my boss was cool as shit though. she was hilarious, cool, chill. like i wish i could work for her anywhere else. just not that job.
anyway, so i'm back to square one. fabulous. but i guarantee you i'll be 10x happier.