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my job is okay, but the hours suck. i work for 12 hours. i come home, have so much shit to do, like laundry and stuff, and on top of that i have to study some marketing techniques for work! i'm so stressed right not. i just... i just want to be able to relax. but i'm working 6 days a week and it just... goddammit, one day i don't have a job, i can relax and go hang out by the pool, the next day i sign my life away and have to stand outside trying to get people to buy stuff for charity (that's the marketing part) for like 8 hours of the day. it takes me 30 minutes to get home so even if i'm able to get out of the office by 7 (not likely), it sucks coming home at 7:30 and being so fucking worn out and tired. i just wanna smoke a fat one, chill in front of the tv, and sleep. but i can't. and i haven't had sex in like 2 fucking weeks it's fucking ridiculous. i'm sorry for mentioning it but it's bothering me. tj and i both are just always so tired from our jobs.
and on top of that, all of our neighbors are moving out in the next couple of days. all i know is we better not get some fucking tight-ass bitches.
shit i want to move. i want to get our own house. i want a HOME!
i miss my mom and dad terribly.
will i ever stopped being fucking depressed? shit!!!!!!!!!!!
and on top of that, all of our neighbors are moving out in the next couple of days. all i know is we better not get some fucking tight-ass bitches.
shit i want to move. i want to get our own house. i want a HOME!
i miss my mom and dad terribly.
will i ever stopped being fucking depressed? shit!!!!!!!!!!!