just one of those days
do you ever get the feeling that your best friend is drifting away from you, and there is nothing more you can do to stop it? ok, so here's the deal, alot of my friends like to talk crap about my relationship with my best friend. they say stuff to me about it that is so incredibly hurtfull. they say that he have obviously moved on from being my best friend, and that he just doesn't care anymore. they say i'd be better off if i just moved on too, cause anytime i am around him you can just see a look of hurt im my eyes because he ignores me when i am there. i don't agree with them at all, i understand that i am not most important person in his life so of corse i am gonna get ignored from time to time. and the fact that we never hang out, well that does bother me a little. but damn my other friends are so persistant with their point of view that after you hear something so many times you do start to believe it a little. this of corse is freaking me out, cause my closest friend other than him just left for the army and wont be back for 4 years, and my other really close friend i want nothing to do with anymore cause everytime i talk to him all he does is cut me down and talk crap about my other friends. wow just when u think things cant get much worse...
♥ ash.
♥ ash.