bye bye jeremy

[woundedheart05]

Last night was jeremy's last night here, he left today at noon for the Army. I am so glad we got to chill last night, even if people invited themselves to come with us, but at least we got 45 min of alone time. aaahhhhh... it so weird to know he is gone! today in mads i looked up at the clock and if was 12, it was so hard not to start crying! god, i miss him so much already, i mean other than ryan he was the only other person i could always count on to be there. woo... and here come the tears! something just doesnt feel right, kinda feel a little empty right now. wow i probably sound redicilous right now. it sucked saying goodbye this morning at like 1:30, i just didn't want to let go. no seriously tara almost had to pull us apart, cause we started hugging and both of us just didn't wanna stop. wow this is more difficult than i thought it would be. i really don't know what i am gonna do!

♥ ashley

"I just can't look its killing, me and taking control, jealousy, turning saints into the sea, swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis, but it's just the price I pay, destiny is calling me, open up my eager eyes, 'cause I'm Mr Brightside"

~mr. brightside- the killers