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why oh why lord did i drink last night?! i dont like myself when im drunk, i dont like the aftermath of drinking, and its not even good tasting. i would really go into detail about last night but my details are fuzzy at best. i do know i sobered up enough to drive home from jacky's place around 5:30 AM and it was one of the most relaxing peaceful drives ever. i was very calm, very aware of everything, and not a single car on the road, as i watched the sun rise. so the night ended on a good note, waking up two hours later wasnt very good. i probably would have been better off just staying awake, sleep was not the right move. i only got 2 hours. So yeah to give you some insight on last night...jacky's place, jacky's girlfriend, kate's drunkeness, tyler's soberness, straight club denied, gay club denied because the dude would fuck Tyler apparently, but not let him in. I had one of the best converstations with Chris, Caribou's openly gay friend, about love and life. I wish i could rememeber more of what he said because he finally told me something i wanted to hear, outside of "get over her, leave her alone" i want to talk to kayla, and tell her where im at with everything, but i better wait until she gets back from florida. this isnt a phone conversation type thing. if you want anymore details about last night, keep in mind i have a lot of stories, let me know in a reply and ill post.