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so this entry is brought to you by my new compaq notebook. I havent gotten a new computer since 4th grade, so as you can imagen, im very excite. the thing i have learned about getting a new computer, its only the computer user who is thrilled for himself, no one else really cares. its as if youre telling your close friends that you got a new toaster. So i bought a video game that i have wanted to play since freshmen year but it only came out for x box and pc. i picked it up stoked that i could finally play it. it takes you 15 minutes into the game and stops responding. so now i can only get the trade in value for the game. this pissed me off. i just really wanted to play it. so okay not that you guy would really care. i would go into my stressful day at work, but once again mild interest would be proked. so right now im sitting in my basement while my dogs are trying to sleep. if im staying up so are they. Aly came home. we didnt have the great homecoming i was hoping. she brought with her some dude from arizonia. she says he is a friend-yeah we'll see about all that. the dude has a way with words too, a real poet. this guy seems like the biggest chump in the world. but apparently the reason im still up nursing a cup of coffee from my hustler coffee mug, is that aly, mike, and this dude are going over to drink in my basement. my mom is asleep so are the kids, bill is in cali, so its really no big deal seeing how they all live in the neighborhood, driving shouldnt be an issue. i mean i guess ill drink some but i dont really see the point. i dont feel like getting drunk, i dont really feel like doing anything-god its hot down here. but yeah apparently aly's dad doesnt like me anymore, for reasons unknown. i have hung out with him before and we had a good time, but all of the sudden he thinks im some kind of baggy clothes wearin, pot smoking, hippie. I NOT SAMANTHA! All this means is i have to time my vistiting time with aly so that i dont cross paths with her dad, her mom still loves me...i think. i dont see why she wouldnt, though there was this one e mail she found....not good, but come on she cant hold that against me....well i guess she could. damn it aly why didnt you just close out the box! lets just said we had our own way of expressing the fact that we were missing eachother. very good adam very subtle. to be honest i dont even remember what the e mail was about. something about her sending me some sexy pictures, if you met this vixen you wouldnt be able to blame me MALE OR FEMALE. so yeah i mean i have a lot of other stuff going on right. i really miss kayla, i dont know why but im missing i just dont want to break and call her. what would it prove anyhow, shes not missing me. but i do miss her. its hard to say if im in love with her or just obessed. i mean love shouldnt be this hard, this leads me to think im just in for the game. i really dont know, but i have been doing a lot better with this "friends" thing though there has been more flirting, coming from her half suprisingly. its always welcome if she is will to fallow through with this hinting. if not than its just annoying. tease. she mentioned that she believes she never used me "i never used you adam" "i know" i said that but i was thinking "whatever helps you sleep at night sweetheart" but yeah anyway, i miss her, and i need to stop thinking about her so i shall finish up my coffee, smoke, and if i dont get a call or anything in a few im calling it off for tonight.