Dec 10, 2008 14:21
well it seemd that i'm doing a lot better. i've gotten over this slump and moving on. doesn't make sense to let that incident hold me down. i should only learn from my mistakes.
well i have the flu now. sucks so much. but the worst of it is over. but i still had to take three days off from work. headaches, sensitivty to light, stuffy nose, the works. it sucks. but i'm only getting better.
in recent news i've found out that my girlfriend loves me. most guys would be thrilled to hear this...... sigh. i'm not going to lie and say i'm the best boyfriend. i mean i've never cheated. but that's not important. i don't love her. i am no where close to loving her. and it just hurts to know that someone could love you so much....... i know exactly how she feels. that's why it hurts me k to know that she does. sigh. whatever will i do?