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it is so funny to me that i am writing in my livejournal. i am drinking "gypsy cold rememdy" tea that they gave me at the reed health center. i have bronchitis. i'm supposed to be reading durkheim. actually i'm supposed to be at work. reading durkheim. i was a zombie wednesday through now. everyday i count the days i've been a zombie and wonder when it's going to be over. i'm stoned. it's hard to smoke with bronchitis because of all the coughing. i had to switch from le chaim (my beautiful bong and p.o.c. to a joint). this isn't the first time i've been this sick entirely of my own doing. it's a weird thing. you know you created it but that doesn't mean you don't want all the indulgences of being sick. i've basically switched from livejournal to a real journal. awhile ago, actually. not everybody grows out of their emo kid stage but i'm working on it. i guess i'm going to read durkheim. this has been weird. livejournal is weird.