Jan 24, 2006 23:34
it's been just lovely in portland. i've been in definitely better spirits.
i have ideas. i think rachel and i are just going to say fuck it and get ourselves a puppy. on top of that, in two years, i hope to be with eric messerschmidt in central american a-building ourselves a farm. i think these things would be just right. they would be steps toward happiness, i think. peacing way the fuck out somewhere, working really hard, and contemplating my shit for a long time is just what my soul needs. in terms of the puppy- a little fur pup would definitely be a definitely mood uplift.
spring's coming. things are kind of beginning to work together in some kind of way. i'm trying not to keep away from sadness.