shit.

[worthlessregret]

fuck you.
i hate caring.
life is screwy.
and damn if i try to overcome it.
you know that feeling of being trapped in your own feelings.
that feeling of never being sure.
i guess if anyone cares they can ask.
but in the end i dont really understand why anyone would.
i cant wait until january there will be a new little baby for me to care for and hold,
something to keep my mind off of other things.
november is a special trip out to see my future baby nephew.
yay. smiling happy and naive to the world around them.
babies are great.
william if you ever read this. i miss you and you are in huge fucking trouble for not calling me.
we have to have a skittle party.
hooray for skittles.
tears**
i miss you guys.
damn.
now i feel all alone.
keith and i are good.
in case anyone was wondering.
other than that.
i dont know
ive been really depressed and a lot of people piss me off.
i want to be young again.
blah blah blah.
if anyone is still reading this sorry.
sorry for bitching and being all whiny.
just know that i miss you guys.
and really need to talk to you.
love *SAM*