i'm sick of being sick
god, my throat is so swollen i can barely swallow or breathe. and my ears and head are pounding...my neck is really tender from swollen glands. not to mention i'm still really sore from the concert. and my throat does this like ONCE A MONTH. it's gotten worse since college.
for as long as i can remember, i have always always ALWAYS been sick or had some ailment or something. i honestly cannot remember the last time i felt completely well. if it's not allergies, it's a sinus infection, or a fever, or strep throat, or bronchitis (5+ times), or scarlet fever (YES i had scarlet fever when i was a kid, i didn't even KNOW that still existed), whooping cough (which is semi-funny, b/c we keep saying that's what miranda gave us) or the flu, or a stomach virus, or food poisoning from Taco Hell, or headaches, weird aches, bruised/sore something, cramps that hurt so bad i can barely function, etc, etc...i have weird sharp pains everywhere (especially on my rib cage), if someone even pokes me i get a bruise, i get scars even from a simple paper cut, i'm constantly dizzy (like twice a day, it used to be worse), i can't remember how many times i've fainted (always in the shower, at a show once, at water country, in the high school bathroom, onto the kitchen counter's edge)...i ALWAYS have "a cold" (or something else i don't know about...but whatever it is, i always have it and my dad says i've had one since birth) and i've never been able to breathe fully through my nose...i have to carry tissues with me everywhere akjlajdlka blahhhhhhhhhhlkdjaldj.
maybe i should just go to the doctor or something and stop complaining about everything. but the last time i went, i ended up going to the hospital b/c i was allergic to both of the things they gave me. my mom keeps saying "omg kristen it's because you don't take good care of yourself." well, when i tried taking good care of myself by eating right and exercising, i had a fever every other week FOR THE WHOLE SUMMER. that's also when i fainting spells all the time.
so i don't know what to do. maybe i should start taking vitamins or something.
for as long as i can remember, i have always always ALWAYS been sick or had some ailment or something. i honestly cannot remember the last time i felt completely well. if it's not allergies, it's a sinus infection, or a fever, or strep throat, or bronchitis (5+ times), or scarlet fever (YES i had scarlet fever when i was a kid, i didn't even KNOW that still existed), whooping cough (which is semi-funny, b/c we keep saying that's what miranda gave us) or the flu, or a stomach virus, or food poisoning from Taco Hell, or headaches, weird aches, bruised/sore something, cramps that hurt so bad i can barely function, etc, etc...i have weird sharp pains everywhere (especially on my rib cage), if someone even pokes me i get a bruise, i get scars even from a simple paper cut, i'm constantly dizzy (like twice a day, it used to be worse), i can't remember how many times i've fainted (always in the shower, at a show once, at water country, in the high school bathroom, onto the kitchen counter's edge)...i ALWAYS have "a cold" (or something else i don't know about...but whatever it is, i always have it and my dad says i've had one since birth) and i've never been able to breathe fully through my nose...i have to carry tissues with me everywhere akjlajdlka blahhhhhhhhhhlkdjaldj.
maybe i should just go to the doctor or something and stop complaining about everything. but the last time i went, i ended up going to the hospital b/c i was allergic to both of the things they gave me. my mom keeps saying "omg kristen it's because you don't take good care of yourself." well, when i tried taking good care of myself by eating right and exercising, i had a fever every other week FOR THE WHOLE SUMMER. that's also when i fainting spells all the time.
so i don't know what to do. maybe i should start taking vitamins or something.