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Wow...there is so much drama on this floor that it cracks me up. That's the one thing I don't like about Christian college. SO much drama! And there are so many unspoken social rules. It's pretty much a load of crap. Luckily, the girls on my floor are amazing, and our brothers are pretty cool too. there are times when you can step outside of it all and just have a good time...however, not gonna lie, I like going home on the weekends to get away from all the crazy drama and to hang out with all my wonderful friends from home. Maybe that's why I go home so much. It's hard because most of my friends at home I have known for nearly all of my life and we are so incredibly close...even those I haven't known all my life, like the kids from the edge, sometimes I feel like I have. Here, it takes so long to get to know someone, to really trust them and let them inside. A lot of things seem surfacy. I mean, there are tons of amazing people, people who are passionate about God, and who do geniunely care about you...but I'm not really sure I can put my finger on why its hard for me to get close to them. Maybe my friends from home are just too wonderful and no one else can match up :) I can say that I am glad I stayed close because I need to be here...sometimes I think if I would have gone to Michigan, I still wouldn't have come home yet...that's a scary thought...I think I would die without my friends, especially allison (my sanity...haha). Anyway, this is all a bunch of random ramblings and doesn't really make any sense...but oh well, it happens...now I should go get ready for chapel.