Nov 21, 2005 14:29
Sometimes I get frustrated because life is so hard and it seems like I never reach the point of just resting. God is always pushing me to something more and stretching me and taking me outside of my comfort zone. Sometimes I get tired of it...but then I think, If I wasn't constantly growing and being pushed to new levels then I would just be sitting here in complacency. Even though the road is hard and it seems like it will never end, his name is my reward...and one day I will see his face and I will hear his voice and I will see all the love in his eyes that I have felt inside my heart. I want to be able to say that I lived my life every moment in hunger for him. That every step I take brings me closer to him. I don't want to give up. I'd rather walk down this hard, narrow road with him than to walk down the easy road without him. Because it's all about love...