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I'm about to embark on a huge adventure. But I must admit that I'm a little sad about it all. Bittersweet.
I feel as if everyone is already ready for me to go - not in the please leave way - but in a way that it won't be a big sad and terrible event. I think this enables me to go in some ways. But I secretly and selfishly wish that it was more of an ordeal that I was moving.
Everything is going to change so much in the coming years. I don't know where I will be on this day two years from now. It's a complete mystery. Unplanned and yet to be really seriously know and considered. Seattle? Indiana? New York? I really haven't a clue.
We shall see.
I feel as if everyone is already ready for me to go - not in the please leave way - but in a way that it won't be a big sad and terrible event. I think this enables me to go in some ways. But I secretly and selfishly wish that it was more of an ordeal that I was moving.
Everything is going to change so much in the coming years. I don't know where I will be on this day two years from now. It's a complete mystery. Unplanned and yet to be really seriously know and considered. Seattle? Indiana? New York? I really haven't a clue.
We shall see.