I can't sleep. I just can't. I keep saying to myself, wow, it's really over, it's over. And I can't deal with it. I feel so fricking depressed right now. You don't even know.

This is, like, depression stage five. It's weird, because I haven't dipped there in a while. I just... I feel really, really bad about this thing I did and I can't even... I ( Read more... )