fun fun weekend.

[worldwide_loser]

well my weekend was interesting to say the least. i had a hella lotta fun on saturday with sylvia and ashley and tessa. we did some stuff... then i hung out with eddie. big mistake. i mean it was all good when it was just us, we caught up, and talked, it was nice. then we went somewhere else and it went to not goodness. now i don't trust eddie anymore. and i can't look him in the face either. this sucks. man i'm so mad. and i don't want to really say anything to him. fucking eddie. and i feel really bad cause i told sylvia and ashley i'd be back in an hour at 12:30, and i didn't get back till after 4. i woke sylvia up too. but then i got to cuddle with her so that was nice. still i feel like shit. and sylvia told me ash stayed up till 2 waiting for me!!! i'm a bitch! then i woke up sunday and sylvia was gone. i called my mom and wished her a happy mother's day. but i haven't gotten her anything yet. i worked and thats about it. oh oh oh. i talked to chris last night. about why we broke up, which has gone undiscussed for almost 6 years. and it was a huge relief. turns out he didn't cheat on me, he thought i cheated on him, stupid fucking lindsey wanted him for herself in my opinion. bitch. so i dumped him for nothing! it was really nice to get all that out in the open. and we've been talking all day today. i am so happy to be talking to him again. i adore him. :) well thats about all. later gators,
jessy
p.s. i told melonie about what happened and she said when she gets back from idaho she's gonna cuss eddie out and bitch sock him in the face. i hope she does, she's one firey little red head. hahaha.