Aug 03, 2009 00:08
Why is it that when things finally start looking up in my life, something goes terribly wrong. I fall in love and a rivalry forms. I get pregnant and then I accidentally shoot my future son. Pregnant women in my community start dropping like flies and I am forced to leave my home and the man I though I loved. I try to change the past and come to find it cannot be changed no matter how I manipulate it. I finally start to reconcile with my son,and then he shows up on this sodding island.
I do not know if I can handle Charles being here. I...he'll just ruin everything; its what he's good at.
I just...I can't do this right now. I can't bloody...I need a sodding drink.
Daft bastard.
charles