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[fox_the_kitsune]

So, we won. It's... I don't know. I've had so much running through my mind since and...

You'd think that after a wild battle, I might have gotten some sleep the first chance I had, but... I haven't slept since Thursday night and I'm wide awake.

Comments

[mrfantastico]

I know what you mean..

But sometimes, when it's kill or be killed, you have to push yourself to do things you never though you would do..and in the end if it saves someone you consider a friend from death or whatever then i say it was all worth it

[fox_the_kitsune]

That's true. It's just... i don't really know. I think I might just be a little shaken up yet.

[mrfantastico]

Very understandable..

Get a good nights sleep and maybe you'll feel a bit better

[seolearo]

Hey, we're a team, right? If it really bothers you, someone else can handle the fighting and you can take the back-up position, if that's what you want.

But I am glad you're being realistic. It's more than some can say.

[fox_the_kitsune]

I don't think we would've lasted as long as we have if we didn't stick together. Fighting does bother me a bit. But there will be times when it can't be avoided. And I'm usually a loner, so... I'm kind of still getting used to teamwork.

I generally call things as I see them. I did think it was a little... inappropriate the way some trash talk has gone back and forth. From both sides, really.

[ryuuzoku_aya]

Alright, this has been bothering me. Who exactly do you have a problem with anyway? Because you're making it sound like it's a certain few someones rather than everyone.

[seolearo]

Do I have to direct you back to my most recent post? I know you read it, but did you not understand what I was saying?

[harpie_siren]

I wonder what makes someone human....
Because, I really don't think it's what someone looks like.

We know a bird who is more human than some of the members of the Org, after all...

[fox_the_kitsune]

Hmm, I do wonder. But, I guess it's because many of the Nobodies were human (or whatever was the sentient critter on their home world) and I guess it's knowing they were and are trying to be again.

[songbird9]

I have just spoken with Saix. I have tried to get through to him. He is as stubborn and blind as Xemnas. Perhaps even more so. He admits to feeling - to being nothing but fury. Fury cannot be reasoned with.

Not to mention that, if I had been there when he hurt Ryuu, I would have done the same as you. Probably more.

[songbird9]

I don't think I'm surprised here. Heh, I've gone and painted a big target on my butt by getting his way.

And that doesn't surprise me either. I know you two are close.

[fox_the_kitsune]

>.< That was me.

[anzila]

It's okay to worry about these things, it means you're a good person.

Taking a life should never ever be easy, but sometimes to protect the ones we love, it is necessary. If you don't think it's something you can do, don't feel like you have to. No one should respect you less for valuing all life.

[fox_the_kitsune]

I would question my sanity if it didn't bother me.

It's not an easy thing. It's something I'd rather not do, but I'm not so against it that I can't do it if it's the only way to save my life or that of someone I care about is to kill the attacker. It hurts a lot more to lose the loved ones.