you’re so contagious, you’re still my favorite
yay christmas.
i have no feeling of excitement for christmas. i just want it to be over with.
steve is gone so i can't spend it with him. i get to see my family, so i'm glad. and my friends? yeah i never see any of my friends.
i'm sick of working and dealing with stupid asshole customers that don't realize what this time of year is really about. they don't give a shit if they treat a complete stranger like crap, and they only care about what they want and get pissed if we don't have it. i bet those are the people that don't think that some people might not have one of the people they care most about with them during this time of year.
i was in a shit mood this morning before i went in to work and landon was a dick to me right when i got there. i was already edgy, so it took me 2.8 seconds to start crying. we got to talk later once the rush calmed down and cleared up the issue. apparently he was having one of those days like i was. he's from brazil and his parents are still there, so he understands the distance and how hard it is, especially this time of year. it's nice to be able to talk to him and have him actually understand.
found out that i will probably be done working once january hits. they have to let go seasonal in january, and since i'm moving back to texas, there isn't any point putting me on as part time just for me to leave a couple months later. it's gonna suck because i built some good relationships with some people there, but i'm so done working retail. i asked steve if this could be my last christmas working retail and he was ok with it lol.
went to chicago thursday with chris to pick up my little brother. love that family. and they're my family :) after we left o'hare we went to ikea. chris went there for the first time and she loved it. tyler drove to GR tuesday just to come see me while i was at work... got a phone for chris, which will be awesome because she's hard to get a hold of sometimes.
he leaves january 3rd. it's nice to have him back for awhile though.
can't wait for this year to be over with, then i get to look forward to getting the fuck out of michigan and away from everyone. well, except family... wish i could take them with. once we get to texas, should be about 15-18 months before steve has to deploy again. he told me they might have to go to afghanistan. i really hope not... but i'm not gonna waste my time stressing about the 2nd deployment while he's on his first one. once he gets home we can just focus on each other and our life together.
i have no feeling of excitement for christmas. i just want it to be over with.
steve is gone so i can't spend it with him. i get to see my family, so i'm glad. and my friends? yeah i never see any of my friends.
i'm sick of working and dealing with stupid asshole customers that don't realize what this time of year is really about. they don't give a shit if they treat a complete stranger like crap, and they only care about what they want and get pissed if we don't have it. i bet those are the people that don't think that some people might not have one of the people they care most about with them during this time of year.
i was in a shit mood this morning before i went in to work and landon was a dick to me right when i got there. i was already edgy, so it took me 2.8 seconds to start crying. we got to talk later once the rush calmed down and cleared up the issue. apparently he was having one of those days like i was. he's from brazil and his parents are still there, so he understands the distance and how hard it is, especially this time of year. it's nice to be able to talk to him and have him actually understand.
found out that i will probably be done working once january hits. they have to let go seasonal in january, and since i'm moving back to texas, there isn't any point putting me on as part time just for me to leave a couple months later. it's gonna suck because i built some good relationships with some people there, but i'm so done working retail. i asked steve if this could be my last christmas working retail and he was ok with it lol.
went to chicago thursday with chris to pick up my little brother. love that family. and they're my family :) after we left o'hare we went to ikea. chris went there for the first time and she loved it. tyler drove to GR tuesday just to come see me while i was at work... got a phone for chris, which will be awesome because she's hard to get a hold of sometimes.
he leaves january 3rd. it's nice to have him back for awhile though.
can't wait for this year to be over with, then i get to look forward to getting the fuck out of michigan and away from everyone. well, except family... wish i could take them with. once we get to texas, should be about 15-18 months before steve has to deploy again. he told me they might have to go to afghanistan. i really hope not... but i'm not gonna waste my time stressing about the 2nd deployment while he's on his first one. once he gets home we can just focus on each other and our life together.