Apr 22, 2008 20:40
My life is a disaster right now. My family, my life, my love life. I don't even know where to begin.
My sister is a herion and coke addict who just dropped out of college.
My father was a once wealthy manager of some high end dealerships but has now fell amount the class title of poor and has just moved back into a one bedroom apartment in the same crap hole he's been in for four years.
My mother doesn't know how to deal with my sister, the majority of the time she just turns the other cheek until finally she found my sister passed out in her car almost over dosed with the engine running. Wake up call.
As for me. I'm in a relationship where I'm not sure he loves me anymore and I've made a committement to move across the goddamned country. The truth is the only reason I agreed to move was to get away from my family, my lack of friends and to start over brand new.
Lenny and his family going with me is just a bonus hounestly. I mean no I couldn't do it without them because I don't have the money to move by myself, but at the same time I'm not using them. I don't know. I'm just as fucked up as my drug blinded family.
We have an official move date. We're moving June 21st of this year. Exactly sixty days until I say goodbye to this tristate area hell fucking hole.
I'll be in New York on these dates. It'll be the last time in a long time that I'll be back.
May 9th - 11th 2008.
May 23rd - 25th 2008.
June 7th and June 8th
And for the very last times... June 13th, Friday the 13th. June 14th. and June 15th.
Afterwards. Goodbye Connecticut.
And Goodbye New York