Feb 17, 2008 19:43
I loved him. I loved him so much.
Why does this happen. Everytime I fall in love. I was so deep, so lost in what we had I didn't see what was happening.
No more I love you's. No more kisses an night. No more hugs in the morning. Just alone. Waking up alone. Going to sleep alone. Wishing I wasn't.
And this is where it all starts again. Lonliness.
A year and a half of my life. Pointless. At one point I though we we're going to start a family. I was sooo happy. He was the first I told. When it was false, we both cried.
This was love. And how it ended.