Another Attempt for Self-Esteem

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Bottomless pit,
No rock bottom for me to fall
There's no getting back to the top this time

Losers anthem, a lonely song
Beauty's anthem, a broken heart
Suicidal's anthem, emptiness and pain

One should feel, not wish it
Blades seem like the only highlight
Dragged across milk-like skin
Gritting your teeth, nothing is real

Life sucks but as I see the blood bubble on my skin
Tears paint my face...
What is wrong with me?

Another attempt: Suicide failed