my eyes are swollen. my head is pounding. my stomach is empty and soon to be full by a half empty tequilla bottle. and my heart truely can't bear anymore of this halmark holiday. i envy those who spend the whole year with someone loving them with all their made of and have this one day where they get proven wrong.. today they get more than that. i, ( Read more... )

It's like therapy.

Oh, hey strange sleeping schedule. I missed you. Only I didn't.

OK.........i moved out of my parents house and things could be better. (There, i said it.)

Sometimes I think I look small and delicate, and sometimes I see this monstrously obese (yet still weak) creature. I think it means I should start working out so I feel better ( Read more... )

One drunk night, the truth came out and i cant go back. One final step to seperation and i can't believe it came so fast. Regoddamndiculous.

I am drained, and I am done, and I am angry. Which, at this point, is much better than sad. Everything is always whirling around in my head and the way it settles is the way I feel and it just never really ( Read more... )

Ever get the feeling that you need to write but you have nothing to say ( Read more... )

I have a few thoughts that are neither intellectual nor exciting but anyways ( Read more... )

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I'm missing something ( Read more... )

i'm unofficially, i think, going crazy again, however, i did just renew my library books online, which i think represents my desperate attempt to remain literally grounded with two feet planted firmly on solid rock or even sand and yeah, good balance.

the brave little toaster!

-ring dance was a drunken frenzy
-so was saves the day
-i miss things. people..
-california on wednesday for the entire break
-home alone this weekend
-texas roadhouse with chris stevens!
-field trip with 8 year olds!
-shitty parents
-im really 10 goin on 18. its sweet.
-i plan on being your plumber when i grow older
-work
-nostalgia
-insomnia
-loveless
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