Why am I not doing my reading for History?
Do I like, have no work ethic or what? lol....I have a chapter in one text to read for history and a thesis to write on a poem that made me cry for english. And what am I doing? checking LJ's, RP's, and my email. Gah...
Anyways, Mel, really glad I brightened your day, if even in a small way. That was pretty much the intention of the post :)
Got a call from Ash last night from Whistler last night. She seems to be doing good. Gonna come down end of month/mid next for a visit.
Not a whole lot else going on at the moment, although I do agree with Mel...the 9/11 stuff still gets to me. waking up last year, hearing the news on the radio, going WTF???! and turning on the tv just in time to see the second plane fly into the building, it definitely wont be forgotten. I dont think I had ever cried so hard in my entire life...which is weird, cause it's not like I knew anybody there. (I did find out later one friend had been in the building about half hour before, but at the time no.)
But yeah, last September for the most part, something I wish I could forget. It was probably one of the worst times of my life. Starting with Jase's most current attempt to off himself in early Sept (I'm sure Mel remember's how stressed I was over that), 2 days later going back to school (after dropping out, thats SCARY), 9/11 and the torrent of tears that followed that, then as Chrissy putting it, Jase treating me like I was the terrorist because I didn't think going to war and bombing innocent people at the chance of getting Bin Laden was a good plan. I still don't. Everyone acknowledged my view point as being valid except him. to him I couldnt have a say...I didn't understand because I'm not American. Well, excuse me. My country went over and faught to. Hell, US soliders killed 3 Canadian soliders over there. (Again, Jase, if you read this, not throwing the past in your face, just explaining why last Sept was the month from hell), then on the 15th, Jase and I broke up for the first time, got back together a few days later, but things were never quite right again, deep down I knew something was wrong, I could feel it, and for a while before I even knew anything I was crying myself to sleep. Then to cap off the month, Oct 3rd (Gotta love the irony of choosing the 3rd...we got together on the 3rd), he told me he was having feelings for Jill again. Makes sense why he was constantly asking if I minded him spending time with her. At the time I thought nothing of it...
But yeah, there is the month from hell in a nut shell.
As Jess and already discussed, we're doing a lot better than we were this time last year. Things could do with improving in certian areas, but all in all, WAY better.
I'll probably write more later, but I havent really DONE anything today...lol
Anyways, Mel, really glad I brightened your day, if even in a small way. That was pretty much the intention of the post :)
Got a call from Ash last night from Whistler last night. She seems to be doing good. Gonna come down end of month/mid next for a visit.
Not a whole lot else going on at the moment, although I do agree with Mel...the 9/11 stuff still gets to me. waking up last year, hearing the news on the radio, going WTF???! and turning on the tv just in time to see the second plane fly into the building, it definitely wont be forgotten. I dont think I had ever cried so hard in my entire life...which is weird, cause it's not like I knew anybody there. (I did find out later one friend had been in the building about half hour before, but at the time no.)
But yeah, last September for the most part, something I wish I could forget. It was probably one of the worst times of my life. Starting with Jase's most current attempt to off himself in early Sept (I'm sure Mel remember's how stressed I was over that), 2 days later going back to school (after dropping out, thats SCARY), 9/11 and the torrent of tears that followed that, then as Chrissy putting it, Jase treating me like I was the terrorist because I didn't think going to war and bombing innocent people at the chance of getting Bin Laden was a good plan. I still don't. Everyone acknowledged my view point as being valid except him. to him I couldnt have a say...I didn't understand because I'm not American. Well, excuse me. My country went over and faught to. Hell, US soliders killed 3 Canadian soliders over there. (Again, Jase, if you read this, not throwing the past in your face, just explaining why last Sept was the month from hell), then on the 15th, Jase and I broke up for the first time, got back together a few days later, but things were never quite right again, deep down I knew something was wrong, I could feel it, and for a while before I even knew anything I was crying myself to sleep. Then to cap off the month, Oct 3rd (Gotta love the irony of choosing the 3rd...we got together on the 3rd), he told me he was having feelings for Jill again. Makes sense why he was constantly asking if I minded him spending time with her. At the time I thought nothing of it...
But yeah, there is the month from hell in a nut shell.
As Jess and already discussed, we're doing a lot better than we were this time last year. Things could do with improving in certian areas, but all in all, WAY better.
I'll probably write more later, but I havent really DONE anything today...lol