I wish I could go back to the future and know life works out okay

Mar 23, 2012 23:46

Why am I always stressed in the evenings now? Is this film even worth it? I honestly have no idea any more. I thought I knew what I was doing and that it was all good, but now I am just back to continuously doubting myself. I don't know what to do any more. I hate being so insecure and confused. I especially hate the confused part, I've never dealt well with not knowing what is going on. Sucks for life then really. Pissy.

Also I edited a video today and I think it's absolute bulls***. I'm sure the others will come back saying the same (though infinitely politer I imagine unless they are having shit days too). I just don't know what is right and what is wrong. I wish I was a child again, I don't think my brain is cut out for adulthood.

Oh and I finally watched Back to the Future (yes I know, I went 2 decades and a bit without seeing it, gasp and shock) and it's actually really good. I was laughing out loud a lot. Okay, yes, I was cringing behind my hands a lot too but that happens in most comedies I watch. 
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