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So this is what happened...
I decided to forget about the Josh and I ever being anything more than fuck buddies on account of I can never get a hold of him, and thats just driving me nuts. In a state of mass confusion I accepted Irish Mikeys offer to go out with him.
Im sure this will be better for me in the long run. At least that is what I am telling myself. Mikey makes me laugh, we have a good time together. When I was hanging out with Josh all we ever did was have sex and I would listen to him. Which, I don't have a problem with, but Josh was telling Zeph before he left Victoria that he wanted to find a nice girl and settle down with her. Also at Shambala he was talking about how he wanted to have a kid. RED LIGHT RED LIGHT!
I am far too young to be thinking about having children.
(interuption)
Someone next to me on the computter is being really fucking loud and therefore distracting my trail of though (shut up bitch).
I just told Josh about whats going on and he seemed to not mind but at the same time I could tell he was dissapointed...
FURTHERMORE (yes there is more)
Mikey and Josh are friends (shit) from victoria... very good friends. I never told Josh that I was going out with Mikey. This smells like a very uncomfortable situation.
Josh was apparently looking for me last night.
Fuck do I ever feel like an asshole.
Drama drama drama, brain trama.
In other news...
Liam is telling people that I slept with like five different people while I was at Shambala.
Thats fucking hilarious.
And the pope smokes crack on Sundays...
I start my first day of work today at five. Im so nervous I think I could soil my drawers. I have no way of getting back to Jordan and Kylee's which is in Castlegar a half hour away from Nelson on account of its dangerous to hitchhike back at like 10:30pm and the bus's stop running at 4:00pm.
Looks like im curling up in a bush tonight ladies and gentlemen. I hope I don't have to work tomorrow morning on account of I dont have any of my makeup or cha-chi products with me (remember I am not that much of a girl but my work requires me to look "clean and presentable")
I decided to forget about the Josh and I ever being anything more than fuck buddies on account of I can never get a hold of him, and thats just driving me nuts. In a state of mass confusion I accepted Irish Mikeys offer to go out with him.
Im sure this will be better for me in the long run. At least that is what I am telling myself. Mikey makes me laugh, we have a good time together. When I was hanging out with Josh all we ever did was have sex and I would listen to him. Which, I don't have a problem with, but Josh was telling Zeph before he left Victoria that he wanted to find a nice girl and settle down with her. Also at Shambala he was talking about how he wanted to have a kid. RED LIGHT RED LIGHT!
I am far too young to be thinking about having children.
(interuption)
Someone next to me on the computter is being really fucking loud and therefore distracting my trail of though (shut up bitch).
I just told Josh about whats going on and he seemed to not mind but at the same time I could tell he was dissapointed...
FURTHERMORE (yes there is more)
Mikey and Josh are friends (shit) from victoria... very good friends. I never told Josh that I was going out with Mikey. This smells like a very uncomfortable situation.
Josh was apparently looking for me last night.
Fuck do I ever feel like an asshole.
Drama drama drama, brain trama.
In other news...
Liam is telling people that I slept with like five different people while I was at Shambala.
Thats fucking hilarious.
And the pope smokes crack on Sundays...
I start my first day of work today at five. Im so nervous I think I could soil my drawers. I have no way of getting back to Jordan and Kylee's which is in Castlegar a half hour away from Nelson on account of its dangerous to hitchhike back at like 10:30pm and the bus's stop running at 4:00pm.
Looks like im curling up in a bush tonight ladies and gentlemen. I hope I don't have to work tomorrow morning on account of I dont have any of my makeup or cha-chi products with me (remember I am not that much of a girl but my work requires me to look "clean and presentable")