So, I'll still be here in Carmel for a little while, but I'm keeping an optimistic attitude.

So I'm on "permanent lockdown" and it really blows. Of course the 1st day of beautiful weather I'm just fucking sitting home. Then I get to go to my really shitty job. My mother is a lunatic. I really don't understand her most of the time. I think she's a pretty dumb bitch. Whatever. We'll see how long this groundation lasts.

I just really have no clue what to think, say or do anymore. It's a good and terrible feeling and it makes me somewhat sick. I don't like spiteful therapists. And bitches who complain about their lives all the time. I do love Bitlord though.

im so happy and loved.
like, i never thought i'd come to this "stage" but i love it.
im just so glad.
and fred is the only person who really understands me, cause we're the same. no the same personality, the same person it's really very strange but i love it.

My night was so fucking fun and strange at the same time.
LAWL new jailbait.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

143 MY LIFE.
 

i haven't posted in the longest time.
i guess, cause there's not really a lot going on.
haha.
i don't know, i just feel so sick of everything.
especially the winter, ugh.
oh, well.

so, life's good,
but i really need to go somewhere.

YESSSS.
:D

i'm really happy right now.
he's adorable,
fred is my boy, BESTIES. (pffft.)
i don't care about bullshit, fuck bitches get money.
this is going to be a really good week.
hopefully.
:]