well its official

Jun 11, 2004 02:24

i got really bored, all my real friends went to bed cuz they have lives and have to work in the morning... unlike me who sleeps til whenever -- well i started looking up random people on lj to find friends. well i got yelled at and i felt like i was intruding, so if thats you, i'm sorry. anyone else .... don't look people up on random, all sorts of langugaes, pokemon and "READ THIS AND DIE" stuff.

what happened to regular people, quant, pleasnt, nice people? has all of society lost it's class and grace damnit.

i've got two ciggarettes left, it seems that this will be a long night. I'd take a sleeping pill, but i have nothing to eat after i take it. eh, then i'll sleep all day tomorrow, and thats no good. i shoudl be awake and clean my house some more, maybe smoke some pot. yay. i gotta wait around til 9:30 , me and my friend are going to Canada Niagra , gambleing and getting wasted. : D now that is a weekend.

i'm not so sure what it is about going to the canada bars- i've been in bars ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL over the us, texas, cali, ga, va, ny, blah blah, but the canadaians, i cant think of anything to say but "eh"

lets get drunk and win some money eh

whenever i get drunk, i find myself causing ruckus - i always get away with by a smile, but i still cant seem to let people be. in simplistic ways i make myself laugh all night long - is that sad?

grrrrrrrr i wish i had some chicken french. i'm deffinetly a fat person at heart, i can't gain weight for the life of me... i can outeat most people i know. its disgusting, i dont know where it goes. i eat a whole bag of oyster crackers and drink a gallon of milk, THEN stop when its all gone. i think thats why i smoke, because it supresses my appitite.

i think too much

i'm so damn sick of being all alone! stupid pasty cline is on, crazy - and it's making me all depressed.

"im crazy for trying, and im crazy for crying, and i'm crazy for loving you"

i ate too many pretzles-- no i think it was thoes steak questadeas. stupid seafood and steakhouse

something else that sucks about being pretty :

your boss wants to sleep with you, you wont so he fires you. if i were ugly there wouldnt be that problem.

and the only guys who actually talk to me just want some ass. damn the man

thats for sure

-- -- -- --- -- -- -- - damn the man

"i could surely get lost in your smile, and im willing to loose it all for a while." oar

illl reach out my hand to you, i'll have faith in all you do, just call my name, and i'll be there. i'll be there to comfort you, build my world of dreams aroudn you, i'm so glad that i found you. i'll be ur strength, i'll keep holdin' on. let me fill ur heart with joy and laughter, togetherness it's all i'm after" jackson 5

to say the least, togetherness...

*** *** *** insert some love story here *** *** ***

Ani "the mathmatics of regreat, it takes two beers to rmemebr now, and five to forget - i loved you so ... yea i loved you so what."
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