a thing
i just realized that i still hate myself, even though i have tried so tirelessly for this not to be the case.
maybe there is some virtue in recognizing that i hate myself, rather than wondering "what's wrong with me?" all the time and treating these self-consciousnesses as logical or valid thoughts. something like "well, of course i feel this way. i hate myself."
maybe there is some virtue in recognizing that i hate myself, rather than wondering "what's wrong with me?" all the time and treating these self-consciousnesses as logical or valid thoughts. something like "well, of course i feel this way. i hate myself."