[rises from the dead]
Hellllloooo.
I LIVE.
I know I've been shit. I totally get if all of you (if there's anyone there) don't want to respond or anything. But I've decided since I'm no longer seeing a therapist and the wait to see one through school is MONTHS out, that I'd come back to LJ just to help me get things out. There's no need to respond, unless you want to, I won't blame anyone or anything, I have no right to.
Quick update:
In grad school in Glasgow, Scotland.
Meds have been changed because Adderall for adults isn't really a thing here.
Made friends, all dating people/engaged to people.
Still single.
2nd oldest person in department.
I'm halfway through my second semester in Glasgow and shit's hitting the fan. I'm sick ("just a cold" cold from hell, fuck you), my mom's memory of what she'd help me with money wise is gone and I'll likely have to take out an additional loan. She's got a back/disc problem and is bed ridden most of the day. Dad's so stressed out that Pondy is at the kennel so I get no photos of her to help comfort me.
My professors are lovely and well meaning but one is just so out of her depth and becoming passive aggressive when she doesn't understand our questions (which since she changed the rules of our assignment more than halfway through is a little...frustrating)
More later, gonna eat dinner.
I LIVE.
I know I've been shit. I totally get if all of you (if there's anyone there) don't want to respond or anything. But I've decided since I'm no longer seeing a therapist and the wait to see one through school is MONTHS out, that I'd come back to LJ just to help me get things out. There's no need to respond, unless you want to, I won't blame anyone or anything, I have no right to.
Quick update:
In grad school in Glasgow, Scotland.
Meds have been changed because Adderall for adults isn't really a thing here.
Made friends, all dating people/engaged to people.
Still single.
2nd oldest person in department.
I'm halfway through my second semester in Glasgow and shit's hitting the fan. I'm sick ("just a cold" cold from hell, fuck you), my mom's memory of what she'd help me with money wise is gone and I'll likely have to take out an additional loan. She's got a back/disc problem and is bed ridden most of the day. Dad's so stressed out that Pondy is at the kennel so I get no photos of her to help comfort me.
My professors are lovely and well meaning but one is just so out of her depth and becoming passive aggressive when she doesn't understand our questions (which since she changed the rules of our assignment more than halfway through is a little...frustrating)
More later, gonna eat dinner.