its my birthday and ill cry if i want to
wow i havent written in here in soooooooo long. I'm back at school and all that jazz... been having a lot of fun so far but i need to start actually doin some frickin work. So today's my bday and I went out last night to the Bier Haus which was tons of fun and my girls surprised me with bday cake which was awesome... oreo blizzard cake.. yeah bitches. Natalie came out last night to go to the Bier Haus for my bday with me and she spent the night so when i got back from class today we went to lunch at Arbys and then spent most of the day just hangin out listenin to Dane Cook... who is the man by the way. Then her ma called and said Angela's dad had a heart attack... so we tried to call Angela but she wasnt answering the phone so we didnt know what was going on or how he was or anything and it totally freaked me out... I couldnt help but thinking the worst even tho I tried to stick with the best case scenarios and even just not thinking about it. but after Natalie left she called and left a message (I was in the shower)and I was afraid to even check the message fearing bad news. But it ended up that he was Ok and they were ognna keep him int he hospital till Sunday or so and then he could go home. So huge sigh of relief on that one. I talked to Angela too and was crying when I answered the phone just cuz ... I dont even know why... it effected me more than i thought. Plus I was already disappointed cuz Mike was spose to come out tonight for my bday but he blew a tire the other day and hasnt gotten it fixed yet so now he wasnt comin out... so that upset me even tho i understood there wasnt much he could do about it... but then he didnt even call me after work or anything he just played with the other parts of his car and so I called him finally around 7 and he was on his way to eat chinese with trevor and he seemed more annoyed that I was upset then sad that he couldnt make it out... so that made me even more sad. So right now I'm a random emotional girl... I keep crying for practically no reason... a song comes on... I cry... the hurricane stuff was on... I cried... I didnt make it to dinner and i frickin cried lol. I can only imagine how ANgela feels. But its ok... in like ten min. im leavin to go see the fourty year old virgin with amanda, jen, and steph... so that should make me laugh at least i hope... knowing my weirdness tonight i might cry instead! lol.... but w/e... its my birthday and I can cry if I want to.