i hate this

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oaky so lately there has been a world wide epidemic [well in trumbull as far as i know] of major pissing offness, emo-ness, anger-ness, god effing damit-ness, and the feeling to just to like smack someone really hard and like just release your anger on them.. well i sure feel that way.. oh yes i do.. just yesterday i had to sing and dance [grease, hilary duff, britney spears, and so forth] in the middle of the hallway [at my locker before 8th infront of a majority of the school] and pretend to be happy and perky just to avoid a mental break down.. yeah it's pretty sad but its true.. vicki thought i was going crazy.. but i had to stop myself from like crying and throwing a fit.. i was just like okay 50 more minutes util its time to go home, you cant do this to yourself.. not yet.. i d k im weird i cant let my frineds see me cry, at all. no one that i know of has seen me really cry.. and if i end up crying in school i just hold it in then go to the nurse then cry my eyes out in the dark room.. its really sad actually...
i am so overwhelmed and i havent gotten really really angry .. i need to take my anger out some how. and im just seriouslt waiting to explode.. and guys yeah.. especially a certain one, ARE DICKS... D-I-C-K-S.. right now guys all guys not just one are being A-S-S-H-O-L-E-S!.. all of them just screw everyone over.. jerks.. but hey.. everyone right now is freakin PMS-ing...
i hate when i guys are effing egotistic.. what losers.. egh.. oh man.. this is the freakin corniest effing saying in the entire history of the planet, and its so cliche..[i think i used that word right] but guys, you cant live with them, but you cant live without them...