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This might just be the worst day of my life, a living nightmare. I was subbing at the high school, a 9th grade class and includes some bad students. There are usually two teachers in the class, but there was no sub for the other one so it was only me
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Thing is, you didn't tell me anything I didn't already know and spend a lot of time thinking myself. I know I need to make the changes to improve my life. And I don't like who I am.
The situation that happened with the student is a bad thing, but is also a help to lead me in the new direction that I need. It's the opportunity provided to get away from subbing and in to something else without me having to make that step myself. I do hold myself back in fear of leaving my comfort zone.
I do spend to much time online and allow it to consume to much of my life. That's one reason while working on the cruise would be good for me. Would keep me away and be forced to spend my time elsewhere. And also to meet and associatte with people and gain my independence.
Only thing I dispute you on is the need to stop watching reality tv, just because I made a couple posts about comparing myself to the geeks doesn't mean I dwell on it. I was just trying to make a post.
One of these days I hope to make you and myself proud.
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Cruises are fine... but i'll just say its not the answer. First of all they are hard to get in.. my friend Nikki the singer, wasn't even accepted.. even tho shes a singer. BUT just remember they are only for the job. You still will be living at home right??? How will you meet girls more steadly?? Also Cruise ships offer email and net so you wouldn't exactly be getting away from it.. since for some thats the only connection you'll have with family.
as for the reality.. remmember we have been talking for a long time... you talk about them all the time and even talked about wanting to join. You haven't said it, but i have read it between the lines with you. Im just saying is get away from TV.. get away from the net.
The adventure im taking about for you, getting that education... makign something of yourself higher up. So this situation wont happen again. move away from family... NOT in the same town, but like we talked before, go to a Uni.. do something there... lots of ways of meeting single females your age there.
Remind me to tell you about Chris.. hes 30.. finaly moved away from home (150 miles from)... went to school... met a girl there 6 months ago, and now is engaged to her. As he said himself, he would have NEVER met her if he hadn't forced himself to expand... jump out of his shell and force himself that move. Who's to say the one your to meet has net right?? MAybe she attends the uni???
Keep your possibilities open. Unlike Steve, who still bitches and complains about not meeting women despite me giving him the same advice. he comes up with every excuse in the book not to move out or move away.
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