Relieved
It's amazing how relieved you can feel after you've talked out your problems. He mentioned that he had a job interview on Tues for the camp. I asked, "so, if he offers you the job will you take it?"
"Yes. Unless you are very opposed to my taking it" *looks at expressionless face* "Are you opposed to me taking it?"
And I told him pretty much everything in my last entry. How much money it will cost and how I wasn't comfortable taking all the financial responsibilities and the like. He assured me he had money to help with the monthly rent payments and assured me he would be able to find a job once the two months are up.
It made me feel so much better having at least said my fears and hear him acknowledge them.
Well.. One problem down. :)