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Its over. Hard to believe, it still hasn't sunk in. But I feel like I can breathe again. I don't know if it was the right thing to do, but its what I wanted to do at that moment and I think it's better this way. For him, especially. He just doesn't see it yet. He will.
He'll realize I wasn't perfect. He'll get mad at me like he should have done a long time ago. He'll see my point eventually. At least I hope he will.
I'm not upset for me, just for how he feels. I still care about him, and I hurt him and I feel horrible for it. But, the fact that I feel relieved and free again means something. I think it means I did the right thing.
Lord, I'm so mixed up. Or perfectly okay.
Probably both.
He'll realize I wasn't perfect. He'll get mad at me like he should have done a long time ago. He'll see my point eventually. At least I hope he will.
I'm not upset for me, just for how he feels. I still care about him, and I hurt him and I feel horrible for it. But, the fact that I feel relieved and free again means something. I think it means I did the right thing.
Lord, I'm so mixed up. Or perfectly okay.
Probably both.