Apr 23, 2010 21:57
Is ti wrong to say I love you even if we are just friends?
Is it wrong to say I need you, even though I don't like to depend? Well I do need you, more than the sun, more than air! And even if you never truely know it, my love will always be there.
Is it wrong to say I adore you, more than anything here on earth? Je t'adore it is in french I do even more than life is worth.
Is it wrong that I'll do anything you ask, no matter how crazy; no matter how odd? I will do whatever, as long as I'm with you! Together we can conquer everything! even the world if you wanted! For you I'd travel to the ends of the earth, back, and then go all the way around again just to show you that I would!
Is it wrong to hide these emotions in the shadows of my heart? It's only because I fear that if I act upon these feelings, so vague to me and so new, they will tear us apart. I don't want to be any farther away than we already are. I like our closeness.. we don't have to be together, the whole girlfriend /boyfriend thing, I just want an answer. You keep me waiting on my tip toes, WAITING!
Is it wrong to get tired? Tired of this waiting game and tired of how long you want to take; pulling my strings and pushing my buttons. I can only be pushed so far love, and I'm only telling you once. final warning.
Is it wrong to be jealous of these girls you speak of over and over again? I can't tell if you mean it or not, my dear sweet friend. You speak of a girl that makes you smile, who's cute, funny, sexy, and sweet. Are you talking of me or should I just admit defeat? You're constantly keeping me guessing, never letting off anymore than you want! But what about me? Am I to just wait until you feel ready? Or are you waiting on me to get ready? Well Mister, I've BEEN ready!
Is it wrong to be angry and upset and hurt with all the crap you've put me through? I sit here like an obedient puppy waiting for your heeding call. I only want you, can't you see that! What more do I have to show you?! What more do you have to see?! I LOVE U! U and no one else! but you talk about her... Is she even real, or are you just trying to see how I will react? STOP TOYING WITH ME!! I am not some doll you can play with ant throw away! I AM human! I HAVE emotions! Stop throwing this girl in my face, whomever she may be. I don't want to hear about her, CAN'T YOU SEE!?
So, is it wrong that I write my feelings here, where you will never see? I think it is, but I can't bring myself to show you. This is as real as it gets, but you will never know ooh! But till the end of time itself, I think it's safe to say, that you will always have my heart and I do hope it stays that way. -FIN