I go back to work on Monday. My leave was approved, which took some of the stress away. Late Thursday night (more like early Friday morning) I had a bit of a breakdown, which set me back. My dissociative disorder is running rampant again - actually, it never stopped. :-( The reason why I haven't fully processed those memories I used with EMDR ( Read more... )

I feel as if I'm going to experience another horrible panic attack. Actually, it doesn't seem like a panic attack, it seems more like temporary insanity. Hmmm...I used to get panic attacks all the time, but the one I've experienced recently seems different...weird...scary...I referred to myself as "we," I continued to talk to Charlie (who is a ( Read more... )